Page 81 of Love On and Off Set

Ah, so he was having the same thoughts I was about how we were going to make things work. “I’m scared.”

“You don’t need to be. I’ll protect you.”

A little laugh escaped me. “From the likes of Chaz?”

He arched an eyebrow. “Any other would-be troublemakers on the horizon?”

I pressed my body against his. “Not as long as you’re taking care of me.”

“That, I can do.” He snagged the hem of his T-shit and yanked it over his head.

An expanse of broad chest presented itself. “Personal trainer, eh?”

“Yeah.” A light blush crossed his cheeks.

I grabbed the hem of my Hawaiian shirt and repeated his actions, sending it fluttering to the floor. I wasn’t nearly as broad, but I wasn’t a pipsqueak either.

He cocked his head. “Waxing?”

“Yep. They didn’t want chest hair in this film.” Normally I had a good smattering of dark hair across my pecs and arrowing lower.

Much like Freddie’s. I traced my fingers from his erect nipples down to his jeans. I undid the button, lowered the zipper, then gently pulled down everything—mindful of his impressive erection.

I knelt.

“Andreas—”

“Shush.” I licked my lips. “I’ve been waiting to taste you since forever. Let me just…” I encircled him at the base and licked my way up his shaft. After spearing his slit with my tongue, I sucked the crown into my mouth.

His hands rested on my head. Whether for balance or to encourage me, I wasn’t certain.

Taking that as permission to continue, I swirled my tongue around him as I continued to suck. With my right hand, I fondled his balls.

He gripped my hair in just that way. The way I loved.

I used every trick I had, bringing him closer to the—

“Stop.”

I pulled off and gazed up.

“In you. I want to be inside you when I come.”

“Well, if you insist.” I tried to feign annoyance, but couldn’t pull it off. I was too damn happy at the thought of finally being with him in the way I’d dreamed of for years. I rose and removed my shorts and briefs as he sorted out condoms and lube.

I pulled back his comforter and top sheet, then settled myself in the middle of his bed with a pillow beneath my head.

He stilled. “God, you have no idea how often I envisioned you here, with me. Reality is so much better.”

Gently, I snagged my erect cock and tugged a couple of times. “We got by without each other, but it’ll be so much better together.” As close as I could get to telling him I wanted a forever without asking for one. He wasn’t a miracle worker, and I couldn’t come up with a solution to our cross-border problem.

Grinning, he climbed onto the bed and settled between my thighs. “Anything you don’t like?”

I shook my head. “Just make me feel good.”

“Oh, I intend to.” With dexterity, he had the condom out of its wrapper and rolled along his length with impressive speed. Then he opened the lube and poured some on his fingers. “Like always?”

“Of course.” I loved when he prepped me. I hadn’t let any other partners do that since. A sheathed cock was fine, but I didn’t want fingers unless…unless that person was Freddie. I trusted him. More than anyone who’d come after him. And maybe that was all I needed to know.