“I’m hanging up now. I will expect my phone in the—”
“Don’t assume you don’t get to be happy. If the man and the kids love you…take a leap of faith.”
The hell was he talking about? “Where are you getting this?”
“That back and forth, the whole I don’t want to hurt them but then staying anyway… What am I, stupid? I can see what’s going on clear as day.”
“You’re not even here.”
“But I know you, and I know how you get, thinking you’re not the best thing.”
“Goodbye,” I said and hung up.
Of course he called me right back.
“No,” I growled at him.
“It’s time to jump, already.”
“It’s complicated.”
“I suspect because you’re making it that way.”
“He’s straight, Shaw.”
“Great. Doesn’t mean that for that one-in-a-million person he can’t decide to make allowances for his heart.”
I was quiet a moment. “When did you become such a romantic?”
“When I fell in love with the guy I married. When do you think?”
I groaned.
“You’re sure you and the family are safe?”
“Yeah. Nothing to do with Caitlyn. This is all new with the chief of police.”
“Okay, good.”
“Good?”
“You know what I mean. Don’t be a dick.”
He then casually mentioned that Sienna hadn’t stopped talking about my apartment in Oak Park since she was there with Rais.
“Make sure she doesn’t start moving her crap in,” I ordered him.
“I’ll do my best, but we’ve all coveted your place at one time or another.”
That was true. “All right, I’ll talk to—”
“You’re sure you’re good?”
“This worrying is new.”
“I’m the one here now. Apparently, the concern comes with being in charge.”
“You’re not alone, Shaw. You’re never alone.”