“Okay?” he asks, stroking my back up and down but doesn’t stop playing with my hole and pushes in another fingertip. He’s moving them gently, so the motion feels like a massage rather than an intrusion.
I nod, but when I realize he might not see that, I rasp out a “yes”. I find it difficult to speak, but he needs to know what’s going on with me, so I force myself to communicate. “It’s so hot when I think you’ll be fucking me. Your dick deep inside me. I want it.”
Does he like the view in front of him? My thick, muscular thighs and my ass open to him?
He gasps against my buttock and nips on it, but as I take a deep breath, one of his fingers pushes deep into me, until his knuckles hit my sphincter.
I whimper. It’s so sudden my knees slide farther apart, but—oh God—he’s now inside me, and while it feels like nothing I ever experienced, I’m hot all over.
“I want more.”
Did I say that out loud?
My face burns as Cassian chuckles, licking the place he bit moments ago. His finger wiggles inside, and I roll my face against the wool.
“Are you laughing at my need for dick?” I whimper. “It’s your fault. You got me hooked. ‘Oh yeah, first one’s free’, and now I have to beg for it.” There’s no shame left in me anymore, I rock against his slippery finger, moaning when Cass pulls it out, only to insert more. Is it two? I can’t tell, because just knowing what’s happening has me raising my ass higher. My movement shifts the position of Cass’s digits, and I’m assaulted by a sensation so intense it has me freezing.
“Oh God… oh damn…”
“Good?”
“Very. Very fucking good,” I whine into the blanket as he kisses my hip. How is he both so hot and so sweet? Then again, isn’t that the best combination?
My toes curl and I moan when he finger-fucks me in earnest. I’m lost. I’m a slut for him. It can be our little secret.
Or not. Maybe this means I’m a bottom, because while I enjoyed how sex with my girlfriend felt, this is just unreal, and not just because I love Cass. It… makes my body feel amazing.
“Such a hungry gay boy. I think I have something you like,” Cassian teases, and I hear the squirt of lube again. He’s covering his cock with it. He must be!
I shiver and ball my hands into fists in an effort to resist the temptation to jerk off, because I want him to come first. I want him to fill me up with all the hot cum I missed out on throughout the time we kept secrets from each other.
I hold my breath when his fingers vacate my hole, but when the big, blunt heat presses on me, I let out a strangled moan.
I want him so fucking much. I push against him so he has to hold my greedy ass in place. I’m a slut for him, and I don’t care what it might mean.
“Easy now,” he rasps, holding his cock in place, right against my opened hole and teasing me with the slippery head.
“I want it…” I roll my forehead over the blanket in a useless attempt to calm down when my whole body is screaming at me: Ride him, ride that dick, get it in you, make him come.
He pushes, and I’m startled when it occurs to me that it feels too big. But he is the one who knows what he’s doing so I focus on the firepit inside my body while Cassian rocks against me, pressing at my hole each time.
At some point, my muscles relax, and then he’s in. My eyes pop open, and I glance over my shoulder, shocked by the way he’s still pushing forward, as if there was no end to his cock. He is a good size, but not massive, yet that’s how he feels.
Cassian’s face is tense, his breath comes in sharp gasps, and he’s so focused on his dick entering me that he doesn’t notice me staring.
Is it weird that the picture he makes turns me on even more? There’s tension on his face, a little frown, his cheeks are flushed. Seeing him like this makes my dick pulse faster.
“You’re such a fucking stud,” I whisper, half-lucid, relaxing to the sensation of being filled.
Even though my hole is stretched so wide it’s uncomfortable, I’m incredibly aroused by the fact that his cock is inside me, and that he’s enjoying the tight squeeze of my body.
He looks up, meeting my eyes and smiles in a way that has my heart going into overdrive. I want to be with him forever.
“You feel so amazing. So hot, and tight,” he rasps, reaching to my cheek.
I crook my neck and shiver at his gentle touch, but as he leans toward me, his cock pushes all the way in, and his stomach flattens my buttocks.
Oh God.