Mon Amour.
I pull air into my lungs. But my heart still does not beat.
My senses focus on the air.
It’s subtle.
Barely there.
Apples.
I turn all the way around.
Behind me is a soft red glow.
And it smells like apples.
I take a step toward it.
But then the glow starts to dim.
“No.”
I push my legs to run.
“Wait.”
I run faster.
The glow gets farther away.
She is leaving without me.
I call for my gravito, but it’s not here.
I cannot jump.
My pulse remains silent.
My chest burns.
My throat burns.
I sprint harder.
Faster.
“Prinsessa!” I reach my arms out. “You cannot go!”
The glow collapses into a pinprick of light.
Then it flares out in a blinding wave of heat.
My body combusts.
And my lungs fill as my heart crashes to life.
Red gravito bursts around me. Around us. Like fireworks.