My thumb hovers over the screen for a long moment before I type back
Andi
holy shit
are you okay??
Ezra
getting there. Therapist said it’s the first healthy thing I’ve done
feels like shit rn tho
nothing as crazy as what you’ve been through, just getting a restraining order
My eyes widen and I slump back against the patio chair.
Andi
will you be okay??
Ezra
lawyer said the trust is already in my name so I shouldn’t have issues
no need to worry bout me, you’ve got enough on your plate
Andi
fine, no worrying, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care
we’ve both got batshit insane parents, I think out of anyone I’d get it
Ezra
yeah
anyway, didn’t want you to get blindsided by the news later, figured you’ve had enough of that this year
Something warm and unexpected tightens in my chest, right alongside the lump already sitting in my throat
Andi
thank you. Seriously.
Ezra
yeah well that’s what friends do or whatever, I’ve gotta go, good luck with your pack
Andi
good luck too
He sends me a peace emoji. It’s something that’s so Ezra it has a bark of laughter tearing from my chest. I slump backwards against the patio chair and stare out at the view. If I had some way to time travel back a year to try and warn past me about the kinds of things I’d have to deal with over the next year, I would’ve never believed current-me.
My phone buzzes yet again. I’m half expecting it to be Ezra again, but it’s not. Turns out I’m popular, this morning.
The group chat, titled Girls only, sorry Ever—a name Cleo insisted on the day she first got my new number from Everett—has new notifications