Page 17 of The Death of Kisses

He gently withdrew just enough to create space between us, and I dragged in a breath, my heart pounding in my chest. “Lilly,” he hesitated, his voice quivering with the weight of his own restraint, as if battling against the storm inside of him.

“I know,” I whispered, eyes blazing. “I want this. I want you—more than words can ever capture, more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life.”

Words I was so sure of, being with him just felt right. He cupped my cheek, pulling my lips back to his and I melted into his embrace.

His fingers clutched my hair savagely, wrenching my ponytail loose as our lips collided in a wild frenzy. I sank back onto the blanket, completely consumed by the intensity of it all, feeling the electric rush of desire ignite between us. Lee’s lips moved down my neck placing whispering kisses across my collarbone as his hands explored my body cautiously. He glanced upward toward my hooded eyes and I nodded, biting my lip.

Gently he pulled my shirt upwards wrapping his firm hands around my bodice as his lips trailed across my abdomen and stomach. My breath hitched as he gently unclasped my bra. Our eyes intertwined in a powerful, unspoken plea—bursting with anticipation and an overwhelming, indescribable yearning that consumed us both, as if the very air around us was waiting with the fiery hope of what’s to come.

I barely took a breath as his calloused hand clenched around my shuddery, goosebumps-raising skin. A soft moan filtering from my lips as he massaged my breasts gently placing kisses across my stomach towards my pelvis.

His teeth wrapped around my waistband, anxiety sprang forward through the haze of emotions, “Wait,” I spoke breathlessly.

He stopped dropping his hands from my body and coming back toward my face, a look of worry framed on that perfectly beautiful chiseled face.

“What’s wrong?” his fingers cupping my chin trapping me in his gaze.

“I—I haven’t.” I squeaked embarrassment swarming my system, before I swallowed back and finished. “I’m a virgin.”

He smiled, placing a soft kiss across my nose, and my cheeks flushed, “I know, it’ll be a first for us both.” he admitted and my heart swelled.

“I thought you’d— I mean, you always seem so confident and the girls always like you, how⁠—”

His lips closed around mine cutting off my rambling thoughts and I breathed a little easier when he withdrew.

“I had always believed I would wait, endure the lonely nights and the empty days, until I found the one girl I knew I deserved to call my wife,” his voice, soft and distant, carried the weight of countless hopes and unwavering dreams of a future filled with love and belonging.

My heart exploded with an overwhelming pride and a love I had never known the depths before. His words felt like a piercing echo of hope and yearning ringing through my soul, stirring emotions I never knew existed within me.

Without thinking, my fingers clutched his collar eager with anticipation, and I drew him closer, devouring him in a passionate, soul-shaking kiss that spoke volumes beyond words, igniting a fire that burned brighter than anything I’d ever known.

There was no hesitation deep in his soul as he held my shaking body against him, as if letting go would cause me to vanish into an endless abyss. His voice, shaking as he softly whispered, “I love you, Lilly,” his lips grazing my jawline, sending shivers down my spine as he moved closer to my ear. My hands, unsteady with longing, clung to his shirt, pulling him into me with a desperation that words could never express. Desire surged through every fiber of my being, guiding my hands as we moved together—our hearts pounding in unison, our souls entwined in a dance beyond language. In that moment, there was no need for words—our bodies spoke a language so primal, so true, that only passion could contain it.

Shedding each other’s clothes our lips barely parted, chills ran through my body as his hands glided across my skin. Our hands tangling in each other’s hair as we melted into a kiss that left us both lustful for more.

His hands skimmed across my side as he pushed me to lay back fully on the pillow, I gasped as his lips closed around my breast teasing the skin with light flicks of his tongue.

“Oh god,” I moaned breathlessly as his teeth grazed against my raised nipple. He chuckled deeply, and that rich, genuine sound sent a thrilling jolt of pleasure racing through my entire body.

He didn’t stop, his hands finding purchase on my abdomen drawing slow soft circles across my sensitive flesh. The heat of his mouth worked my nerves in overdrive, as he continued that slow light flicking with his tongue. My heart danced wildly in my chest as his hand slowly worked lower skimming across the top of my pubic bone, setting my body alight with a pleasure I’d never known.

His tongue arced across my chest down my stomach as I felt him shift against me, his cock pressing against my thigh suddenly making me aware of just how much he wanted me. That feeling surged through me and I grabbed his head guiding his lips towards mine once again.

“I need you now,” I whispered as I placed a kiss against his glistening lips.

Something feral crossed through my mind as I watched his emotions shift. His cock throbbed against the inside of my thigh, so close to my center yet not quite there.

“Please Lee,” I pleaded with him, wrapping my legs around his back and pulling him closer to me.

“Oh fuck,” he muttered as his hot pulsing cock touched the entrance of my pussy. A breathy whisper left me. I wasn’t even sure if it was a plea or a curse as his lips closed around mine. A groan filtering from him as he pushed forward.

Gasping loudly I clung to his frame as his dick surged forward. For a fleeting, eternal heartbeat, we held each other in a kiss. We stayed perfectly still, afraid that if we moved, this precious moment might slip away forever.

Slowly Lee flexed his hips, and the movement sent a jolt of pleasure through me like a lightning bolt.

“Lee,” the breathless moan came out in a force as his hips rolled into me. His hands tangled in my hair as I kissed him with so much love.

“I—oh fuck Lilly,” he grunted as he thrusted against me. My nails raked against his back as my whole body tightened around him, like some wild fear I’d lose him forever. His hips flexed once more and I felt his dick throb and pulse within me, a groan of pleasure escaping him. His fingers found traction on my clitoris rubbing against the bundle of nerves as his thrusts became erratic.