Page 86 of Ruthless Grace

She simply looked at the man holding a gun to her throat, turned her gaze to me, and whispered my name like a prayer. Luca. The sound of it still vibrates against the walls of my chest, hot and agonizing.

I turn my wrist, bringing the watch into the pale amber glow spilling out from the study doors. The mechanical second hand sweeps past the twelve with its rhythmic, unhurried tick. For years, I used that lag as a weapon: a daily, waking reminder of the brother I lost, the protection I failed to provide, and the debt I swore I would extract from the men who sat across from me at the Sunday table.

Now, Matteo’s watch doesn’t feel like an anchor of vengeance. It feels like a ticking clock counting down toward an inevitable, devastating catastrophe.

I built the threat myself. I leaked the false comms to the Russo probes. I played Dante’s protective fears like a master chess player, manipulating the Commission’s ancient debt clauses to force the Santoro house into a corner where surrendering Gia was their only survival strategy. I wanted them to bleed. I wanted to take their most prized asset and chain her to my estate as a punishment for the war that took my brother.

Except I didn’t plan for her. I didn’t plan for the surgeon who would sit at the head of my table in emerald silk, calmly dissecting my authority with a table of empty chairs. I didn’t plan for the woman who would deliver a baby in an active war zone and then lecture me on arterial anatomy with a pistol barrel pressed against her skin.

I fell in love with my own prisoner, and in doing so, I became her captive.

The weight of the lie presses down on my shoulders, heavier than any tactical vest or famiglia ledger. She thinks she was sold to save her family from a real monster. She thinks the marriage was a rescue mission born of desperation.

If she ever learns that I manufactured the entire crisis, that the fake intelligence was mine, that the war I built was the same war Fausto Carbone’s treason turned against her, the ice in her veins will turn into an executioner’s blade. She would invoke her walkout clause, strip my name from her life, and walk out of these gates forever, leaving me in the dark with a house built entirely of ash.

I stare out over the dark river toward the Santoro berths, the cold night wind biting at my skin. One more week, I tell myself, the lie tasting like crushed glass on my tongue. One more Sunday of her looking at me with absolute, unshakeable trust.

I turn away from the balcony rail and re-enter the master suite.

The room is cast in deep, velvet shadows, illuminated only by the faint, warm amber glow of a single bedside lamp. The air inside is thick with the clean, expensive scent of cedarwood, soft cotton, and the unmistakable, intimate warmth of our skin.

Gia is sleeping on her side, facing my pillow, her bare shoulder rising and falling in a slow, rhythmic cadence beneath the dark silk sheets. The storm outside has completely faded, leaving behind an absolute, restorative quiet. Her dark hair fans out across the white pillowcase like spilled ink, and her face is completely relaxed, stripped of the clinical armor she wears to command her operating rooms and the cold defiance she uses to face my enforcers.

I walk across the Persian rug with silent, practiced steps, shedding my boots and my ruined trousers before sliding into the bed beside her.

The mattress dips under my weight, but Gia doesn’t wake. Instead, as I pull the dark silk sheets over my waist, she shifts instinctively toward my heat, her hand reaching across the mattress to press flat against the center of my chest, right over my heart.

Her fingers rest directly over my pulse.

A sharp, violent ache twists inside my ribs. I reach down, my calloused hand wrapping gently around her delicate wrist, my thumb brushing over the pulse point where her life beats steady and strong. Then my gaze drops to her left chest, where the faint line of her scar lies hidden beneath the sheet.

I prop myself up on my right elbow, leaning over her sleeping form. With infinite, reverent care, I pull the silk sheet down by an inch, exposing the smooth expanse of her skin.

I press my lips softly against the center of her scar, lingering there for a long, slow breath, tasting the clean, unscented soap of her skin and inhaling the quiet, miraculous fact that she is whole. That she survived. That she is here in my bed, tethered to my name.

“My Queen,” I whisper into the quiet dark. “My only crown.”

She stirs slightly beneath my touch, a soft, contented murmur escaping her lips as she presses closer against my side, her face burying itself in the hollow of my shoulder. Her trust is absolute.

For a long time, I lie there in the dark, staring up at the dark mahogany ceiling paneling, holding the only woman who has ever managed to completely master my soul.

The temptation to wake her up is a physical pain in my chest.

It sits on my tongue, hot and sharp, urging me to roll her onto her back, look into those dark, unblinking eyes, and lay the entire ugly architecture of my obsession at her feet. To tell her about the false comms, the engineered debt, the long game I played at her family’s table for years. To give her the truth before someone else does: before Renzo digs too deep into the logistics, before Izzy stumbles across the server logs, before the lie unravels on its own terms.

I trace the curve of her jawline with my index finger, feeling the warm, satin perfection of her skin.

Tell her, a dark, rational voice whispers in my head. Tell her everything. If she loves you now, she will forgive you.

Then I remember the cold fury in her voice when she warned me in the study. I remember the rules she wrote into our contract, and the way she turned my ring against her knuckle like a loading mechanism. Gia does not forgive manipulation. She doesn’t bend to a puppet master. If I confess tonight, I lose her.

“Not yet,” I whisper into the empty air, the words tasting like ash.

I pull her closer, locking her fragile, lethal weight against my chest until our heartbeats sync into a single, frantic rhythm. I press one final, lingering kiss into her dark hair, pulling the silk sheets up to our chins to shut out the coming dawn.

One more week, I tell myself, closing my eyes against the impending storm. One more Sunday at the table. The floor beneath us is already thinning to glass, and I am the one who chose the fall.

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