Page 90 of Puck Me Back to Life

I get up to my feet too fast, rushing to the bathroom. My stomach roils as I violently vomit into the toilet. Tears drag down my face with useless memories.

My thoughts are too loud. Everything is too bright. My heart is going to stop in my chest.

I rip open the medicine cabinet and find my spare razors. My hands shake so bad that I drop the box, scattering razor blades across the floor. When I finally pinch one between my fingers I don't even think as I raise my basketball shorts high on my thigh.

My skin bleeds.

The pain hums.

The thoughts stop for a moment.

Until they don't.

And then I repeat.

10

Ash

The next few weeks are exhausting but not from hockey. No, all my energy is being pushed into bedding Kai Hayes.

“Ash, wait until we get back to yours.” Kai pushes against my shoulders, his lips swollen from kissing.

I lean over him, the dark alley behind the movie theatre hiding our antics. “Turn around.”

Kai blushes, looking down. “Ash…”

“I wasn’t fucking asking,” I growl.

Kai’s eyes immediately dilate at the roughness of my voice and he turns. He undoes his pants without being asked and pushes them down.

“You’re so needy.” I kiss his neck, rubbing the bulge in my pants against his ass cheeks.

“Says the guy who’s demanding to fuck me in public,” Kai sasses.

My free hand wraps around his throat pressing just enough just to know I’m serious. “You’re the one who’s hand kept accidentally landing on my cock during the movie.”

“I was bored,” Kai says innocently.

I undo the button of my jeans as well as I can with one hand, as I suck on his neck. I choke him a little harder. His back arches and he presses his ass against me.

“Such a fucking brat.” I suck his earlobe into my mouth, pushing my tongue through his hoop earring as I line myself up with his entrance. “Don’t you dare make a sound.”

I shove into him. Kai grunts, hands pressing against the brick wall to steady himself.

“Fuck, you’re tight,” I moan as my cock pushes halfway.

Kai sighs happily standing on his toes so he can match my height.

Jesus, he’s so cute.

Kai has been keeping me busy, to the point where I’m daydreaming about the next way I can fuck him. Make him moan while I’m torturing his pleasure. How I can embarrass him even further.

But the thing about Kai is that he loves to be embarrassed. He loves to be punished so much I think he actually just gets in trouble on purpose so he can have aggressive sex.

Last night I made him wear a maid costume while he cleaned my apartment as punishment for calling me a fuckwad at practice. The costume was ridiculous; the straps of the apron could barely fit over his large pecs. He was so bright red and turned on that I couldn’t wait before he could properly clean anything.

His stomach was flat on the kitchen island as I flipped up his skirt to reveal his perky ass. I ate him out until he came on the marble countertops. Then jacked off on his back until my cum had ruined the costume and the counters. Then I made him clean it up with his tongue.