Hayes immediately looks curious.
“What does that mean?”
The question hangs between us. Around us, the bar continues buzzing with post-game energy. Teammates laugh near the televisions. Glasses clink. Music hums through hidden speakers.
For some reason, the noise feels far away.
I lower my voice slightly. “It means I'm into some kink.”
The words land exactly how I expect them to. Hayes goes still. Not uncomfortable but interested.
His gray eyes lock onto mine. “Like...50 Shades of Grey?”
The question comes out before he can stop it. I smile into my drink. “Oh, so you read smut along with your classics?”
A gorgeous blush spreads across his face. “Um...”
So yes.
I keep talking to save him. “Why? Curious?”
His eyes glance away from mine. “No.”
The lie is terrible.
I laugh. “Sure.”
Hayes rolls his eyes. “What kind of kink?”
I take another sip before answering. “Power play.”
His eyebrows lift.
“Punishment.”
The curiosity deepens.
“Pain and pleasure.”
Something shifts in his expression.
Not fear.
Not judgment.
Fascination.
Like he's encountering a language he's never heard before but desperately wants translated.
I can feel my pulse rushing in my neck. The guy who barely speaks in the locker room suddenly has a thousand questions written across his face.
“What does that actually mean?” he asks.
I lean back slightly. “It means I enjoy trust.”
His expression turns thoughtful.
“I know that sounds like a weird answer.”