Jesus, I need to remember my self-control. “No.”
Kai, for the second time today, straddles my hips. He pushes my hands away from myself, tugging up my shirt so he can see my pecs. His hands are running over every inch of my skin. He presses his asshole with the vibrating toy against the base of my cock. I can feel the hum in my bones as Kai starts moving his hips back and forth over me.
His eyes are dark as he looks at me hungrily. Fuck, he's never… He's never looked at me with such need in his face.
“Ashford,” Kai moans, the tip of his cock bumping my chest every so often.
I wrap a hand around Kai's throat, pressing slightly. Delight floods Kai's face as he wraps his hand over mine, urging me to grip tighter.
“Don't you want me, daddy?” Kai asks in a pitiful voice that makes me weak. “You've been teasing me all day.”
He rolls his hips over me again, making me groan. Fuck, when did I lose control so quickly?
“I need you,” he moans, his eyes rimmed with tears.
I push Kai onto his back, my body covering his. “You do not have power here,” I growl into his ear, my hand tight around his throat. “I will not tolerate this behavior.”
Kai pouts up at me, like a fucking beautiful dream. I need him around me, but that will prove to him how much power he has over me.
Luckily, my rough display seems to have gotten Kai even more worked up, distracting him enough to fight off his orgasm.
“You are not allowed to come, you hear me?” I push his thighs together and toss his legs over my shoulder so I can fuck his thighs without giving him the pleasure.
My head rolls back from the delicious friction. Kai is rubbing his chest, fighting off the urge to pinch his nipples.
He's so beautiful when tears are in his eyes. When his face is irritated with hungry lust.
“Ash, I need to—” Kai's body spasms slightly under me.
“Don't,” I growl.
Kai's nails are digging into my arms, pulling me towards him.
Kai starts weeping. Lovely tears streaming down his cheeks. “Please, master! Please! Please! Please! I'm sorry I spoke to you like that. I won't do it again. Please, just let me—”
The begging sends me straight over the edge. I come hard on Kai's chest. “Fuck, baby. Yes.”
Kai gasps as my cum sprays over his chest and splashes on his chin. Kai shakes with loud sobs as his cock twitches, balls uncomfortably tight.
“Keep it in,” I soothe.
Kai bites his lip hard enough to break the skin and nods.
I pull away, turning off the vibrator.
Kai covers his face, crying into his arms. I gently pull the toy out of him.
“Come here,” I coo. “Baby, come here.”
Kai sits up, throwing his arms around my neck and crying into my neck.
“Shh, you did so well.” I run a hand down his spine. “You were so brave.”
The tears simply start slipping down the sides of his face while he's tucked against my chest, his breathing uneven from everything we've just shared. He hides instinctively, burying his face beneath my chin like he's embarrassed by the reaction.
I wrap both arms around him and pull the blankets higher around his shoulders.
“Hey,” I murmur.