Are we in a relationship? Do I even want to be in a relationship?
I’ve never been in one before.
Don’t judge me. I’m rich and good-looking. Why would I have tied myself to one woman when I could have them all?
But, right now…I want to be tied to Morgan. Figuratively and literally.
“I had a really good time,” she says quietly beside me.
I turn my head to her. Taking her hand in mine, I lift it to my lips and press a kiss to it. “Me, too.”
The driver climbs in the cab. “Where to, folks?”
I stare at Morgan, my heart pounding in my chest. “Don’t go home,” I blurt. “Not yet. Come back to my place.”
Her eyes widen. “But…my luggage…”
“Bring it with you.” I turn in my seat to face her and take her face in my hands. “Stay the weekend. I just…I’m not ready…” I can’t seem to find the right words. All I know is that I’m not ready to let her go. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
A soft smile touches her lips. “I’m not ready either,” she whispers.
And my chest expands with happiness. I feel like I’ve just won the lottery.
I have. I’ve won the woman lottery.
Without taking my eyes off her, I say to the driver, “East Grand Avenue and Lake Shore, please, buddy.”
Then, I press my lips to hers and kiss her because I have to. Because I can.
Because she’s mine.
The realization hits me like a freight truck.
Morgan is mine.
And she doesn’t even know it yet. But she is, and I have no intention of ever letting her go.
Not that I’m going to kidnap her and keep her in my apartment—although that could be a good option, if she doesn’t feel the same way. Kidding. Kind of.
But, for the first time in my life, I want something real. I want something with her.
I want a relationship with Morgan.
Shocker, I know.
Ladies and gentlemen, Wilder Cross no longer wants to be a hot bachelor.
I want to be a hot…I don’t know. What do you call a guy in a relationship?
Boyfriend.
I want to be Morgan’s hot, sexy-as-hell boyfriend.
And the thought doesn’t make me break out in hives.
Well, fuck me sideways.
The more I think about this relationship business, the more I see the benefits.