It had to mean something.
Because if it didn’t—if this was all just spite and obsession wrapped in delusion—then what the fuck was I doing?
I shook my head, pushing the thought away.
“No. I’m not like him. I’m not obsessed. I’m not—”
I stopped mid-sentence, my reflection catching in the window.
I looked like shit.
Hair disheveled. Eyes bloodshot. Jaw clenched so tight it ached.
I looked like a man on the edge.
“I need to talk to her,” I said quietly. “I need to make her understand.”
The decision solidified in my mind, sharp and clear despite the alcohol clouding my thoughts.
I had to see Truth.
I had to make her see that I was the right choice. That Amai would destroy her. That I was the only one who could give her the life she deserved.
I turned and walked out of the nursery, my footsteps heavy hawking down the hallway.
I showered. Changed into clean clothes—dark jeans, a fitted black henley. I’d shaved, combed my hair, made myself look presentable.
Like a man who had his shit together.
Like a man who deserved to be heard.
I grabbed my keys from the counter and headed for the door.
The sun hit me like a slap, hot and sharp, but it didn’t clear my head.
Nothing could clear my head.
Not until I saw her.
Not until I made her understand.
I got in my car and started the engine, my hands steady now, my mind made up.
I was going to fight for her.
And I wasn’t going to stop until I won.
By the time I pulled up to Truth’s brick house on Mimosa Ct, it was just past one in the afternoon.
The sun was high and unforgiving, beating down on the quiet residential street. A few cars were parked along the curb, but the block was mostly empty. Peaceful.
I’d gone home first.
I parked at the curb and sat there for a moment, staring at the house.
Her car was in the driveway. She was home.
My heart pounded in my chest, adrenaline mixing with the lingering alcohol in my system.