Page 79 of Arctic Titans of Northwood U: Volume 2

“I just want to put it out there,” I said, not sure what he was thinking. These were the rare moments where I couldn’t predict his feelings. It was too new and different from anything we had lived through. “I want to swap roles, too.”

Sebastian let out a soft chuckle. “Good to know.”

“We should be able to talk about this,” I said casually. Oddly enough, I had never had such conversations with girls I had dated. It either worked or it didn’t; I’d never done a performance review. “We never had taboos, right?”

“Sure,” Sebastian said, rubbing his eyes and yawning. “Sorry.”

I snort-chuckled and poked his ribcage with my toe. “Am I boring you?”

“I said sorry,” he mock-argued, grabbing my foot before I could pull it away and tickling me mad. “Please, Tyler, forgive the yawn. It’ll never happen again.”

“Alright, alright,” I said as I laughed. He released me at last, but it took me a moment to sort out my thoughts. “I just wanted to say you should be able to tell me if your feelings change about this whole thing.”

He cocked his head. “Where’s this coming from?”

I shrugged, my gaze searching his face and torso. He was so ridiculously handsome with his perfect body and his dark skin. “I don’t know how any of this works,” I admitted. “You’ve been my family since I was born. Well, as close to family as two non-related people can be. And out of nowhere, I can’t get it out of my head that I want something more. We…” I hesitated, struggling to find the right words. “We don’t know if it’ll just go back the way it came.”

Sebastian didn’t laugh at me. He considered my words carefully, then looked into my eyes. “I don’t think it works that way.”

“I hope so,” I said quietly. “I mean, last night was everything and more. It felt so fucking good to be with you. I want you to know that.” And after a short time, I added, “But I don’t want that tying you down. If you change your mind, you just have to talk to me.”

He eyed me intently and waited. Then, after some time, he shifted and kneeled in front of me, crawling up the bed’s length until his face was near mine. “I won’t change my mind, Ty. Last night was the best I ever felt. It felt right. Who else if not us, huh?”

I hadn’t realized that there was a fear driving my thoughts until I heard this. As easy as that, he banished the fear from my heart and pressed his lips against mine. His kisses dragged from my mouth to my cheek and down my neck. It made my toes curl and it set fire to my crotch.

Before my mind disintegrated with lust, I grabbed Sebastian’s head and pushed him away enough to see his eyes. “I don’t want this to end,” I told him. “And I don’t want anyone to meddle.”

Sebastian smirked. “If you’re asking to be exclusive, you really don’t have to, Ty. You, of all people, know that I’m a serial monogamist.”

“Boyfriend?” I suggested, only a little nervous to float that word out there. Realizing it might seem like a rush, I added, “No one needs to know. I’m okay with this being our secret.”

Sebastian seemed relieved. Something like gratitude passed over his face. “For now,” he said.

There were things I wasn’t thinking further about. They, however, piled up in the back of my mind. What would Dad say? He was unpredictable and often not himself, feeling everything so strongly and reacting dramatically in the most unpredictable situations. Then, there was the stone-cold fact that his parents would never accept it. I wasn’t going to be the reason Sebastian and his family parted on terrible terms. Well, at least I wasn’t going to make it happen before it had to.

I kissed him then. I kissed him so passionately that it almost wasn’t a surprise to remember that he was a guy. My heart still stumbled as my hands searched his body. His pecs were so firm and defined, his abs chiseled like nothing I’d ever touched before, and his dick was swelling as I wrapped my hand around it.

My lips found his ear and I gave him a little playful bite.

“Fuck, Tyler,” Sebastian purred. “You’re killing me.”

“Try and stop me,” I dared him, stroking his thickening length.

Sebastian didn’t stop me. He didn’t even try. Instead, he pushed forward with his upper body while grabbing my hips. His arms yanked me down the length of the bed and I found myself lying flat on my back with his torso towering over me. In less than a heartbeat, Sebastian was on top of me, his weight pushing the air out of my lungs, and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. The sensation was particularly odd after a lifetime of dating girls. These broad shoulders and strong upper back were not something I was used to feeling.

Fleetingly, I wondered if this novelty would wear off. If it ever did, I just wanted to keep loving this feeling. It didn’t have to be a wave of surprises every time.

But Sebastian peppered me with kisses that made me forget what I had been thinking about. It turned me on that he pushed everything else away in order to kiss me. His lips descended along my torso until he found my nipple. He sucked it hard, making my toes curl, and my fingers dig into the hard flesh of his upper back. As I dragged my hands around, I found his bulging biceps.

He was doing a fantastic job of making me desperate for release. My dick was hard as hell and my lungs worked hard as I hyperventilated. All my muscles trembled with the tension that tightened them. I ran my fingers through his rich, dark curls and pulled his head away from my overstimulated nipple when he bit it.

“I’m really fucking gay for you,” Sebastian whispered, wrapping his hand around my dick. “This…fuck, it’s making me crazy.”

I said nothing. Words would have a hard time showing him I felt the same way. Instead, I shuffled around until we lay in opposite directions. Sebastian, picking up on what I was doing, let me experiment. We each lay on our sides, facing each other’s hard cocks, and a nervousness coursed through me. I wondered if Sebastian had felt this way last night. I wondered if he’d feared disliking the act when it came down to it. The truth was, I desperately wanted to love sucking his dick. So much so that fear locked my limbs and I didn’t know how to proceed.

But Sebastian knew. He was so gentle and sure of himself as he stroked me slowly, his warm mouth closing around the tip.

I shuddered hard at the sensation of his warm, wet tongue pressing against the head of my cock. It felt so fucking fantastic that I wanted my best friend to experience it, too. Almost without thinking, I opened my mouth and closed my lips around his dick.