Page 91 of Secrets on Ice

“And I’ve only just realized why.” I burst out laughing, probably from trauma. Sully gives me a weird expression. “Because obviously Trevor was better at giving head than me.” Sully’s eyes widen, and then I get the giggles. I can’t stop laughing, which is not sexy and definitely a mood killer.

“Are you okay?” he asks, as I wipe the tears away.

“I’m sorry … especially … because …” I wave my hand between us.

“I asked you to suck my cock?” He arches a brow.

“Yeah. I’m sorry I killed the mood.”

“You have nothing to be sorry about,” he reassures me. “Honestly, you walking in here tonight, not saying a word, and taking what you wanted. Fantasy ticked off.”

“That was a fantasy?”

“Since the other night, I have been hoping that something like that would happen again,” he confesses.

“You did?”

He nods. “Now, I just want to let you know. Any straight man will never, and I mean never, tell a woman she is bad at head because even bad head is good head,” he explains.

I bite my bottom lip. “Really?”

“Fuck yeah, and I’ve had many blow jobs.”

Of course he has, and I bet most have been good because I’m sure the puck bunnies know exactly what they are doing.

“Do you think you can teach me?”

Sully stills. “What did you say?”

“All this …” I wave my hands around again. “You’ve probably been with a lot of people, and I’ve only been with two.”

“Not that many,” he adds.

“But still more than me. I’m scared of being bad at all this,” I confess to him.

“Em, you are not bad at this, I can assure you.”

“But I haven’t done anything to you, though.”

“Believe me, touching you is enough. My dick has been hard since Maine.”

Oh.

“But if you want help then, I can help you.”

“You will?” I’m surprised. “You’re the only person I trust. I need a sex guide to help me get back onto the dating scene.”

“Then let me be your sex guide.”

“Really?”

“Yes, really,” he assures me.

“And Cassidy and Emmett cannot know.”

“Obviously,” he agrees.

“Are you sure about this? I’m really pushing the friendship,” I tell him.