“You’ve got me. As long as you want me.”
“Zach…”
I put my finger on his lips. “Let’s enjoy each other right now. We can talk about complicated shit later, okay?”
He nodded. “Yeah, okay. I want you naked.”
“You too.” We stripped ourselves of our clothes as quickly as we could; shirts, shoes, and pants were tossed around the room in a jumble. I didn’t care if I ever found them again. All I cared about right then was making Rafe understand how I felt—not with words, but with attention, with him knowing I fucking worshiped him.
I kissed his neck and sucked on the skin, wanting to mark him. “Do it,” he said. “God, I wish everyone knew I belonged to you.”
“Me too,” I growled against his skin, kissing my way down his chest. I bit down on one of his dark nipples, and he cried out, arching toward me. I licked it, then blew on it, watching him shiver. I used my fingers to pinch and tug the hard bud as I sucked on the other one.
“God, Zach, you’re making me crazy.”
“Yeah, I know.” I toyed with his nipples with my hands while I worked my way down across his stomach, kissing and nipping. I got to his cock but was careful not to touch it, smoothing my hands down his sides and then holding his hips in place. I teased the tender skin on the inside of his thigh and nibbled at the crease of his groin while he arched and twisted under me.
“You want something?” I asked, looking up at him.
“You better touch my cock right fucking now.”
“You’re going to have to ask a lot nicer than that.” He started to say something, but I pulled one of his balls into my mouth, and that hushed him up. I teased and sucked and then tormented the other one before sliding my tongue back toward his ass.
“Zach, I can’t… It’s too much, please.”
“That’s better. See? You can ask nicely.”
I licked him from the root to the tip, and he gasped. “More,” he demanded. “Please.”
I took him in my mouth and sucked him, teasing him as he lifted his hips, thrusting into me. I let him for a little while, then pinned him back to the mattress and pulled off.
“I can’t let you have too much. Not yet.”
His eyes widened. “What? I… but you…”
“Already came? That’s right. So I have more time to toy with you until it’s your turn.”
“No, Zach. I’ve been waiting so long.”
I locked eyes with him. “So you didn’t let anyone else touch you? Those days we were apart?”
“No, fuck no.”
“You don’t want anyone but me, do you?”
Rafe turned away.
“Tell me,” I demanded. I needed to hear him say it. “Look at me, Rafe.”
Finally, he did. “Nobody but you.”
I took his cock down again all the way, letting him fill my throat, gagging around him but not caring. When I was sure he was right at the edge, I pulled off.
“No!” he yelled, reaching for me, trying to pull me back.
“It’s my turn,” I said.
“Are you trying to fucking kill me?”