When I finish, it’s pure annihilation.
She’s still pulsing around me, every muscle locked and shaking, and I hold her there until my vision clears and the city comes back into focus. We’re both a mess, sweat and need and bruises that will show up tomorrow, but I’ve never felt more fucking alive.
I’ve never felt more sure of what’s to come.
THIRTY-NINE
Willow
Imiss normal. Especially this morning.
I sit cross-legged on one of the giant couches in the Hawthorne House living room wearing fuzzy socks and one of Julian’s hoodies while Daisy snores beside me, and somehow, I still miss the sound of the diner coffee machine hissing at six a.m.
Which feels deeply unfair, considering I spent most of my time here complaining about it.
My phone buzzes in my hand.
Lara: You alive?
I snort softly.
Willow: Unfortunately, yes.
Three dots appear immediately.
Lara: Place is chaos.
Willow: Good chaos or bad chaos?
Lara: Depends how you feel about middle-aged women ordering “whatever Willow likes.”
I groan and drop my head back against the couch.
Willow: I hate everything.
Lara: No, you don’t. You’re internet famous now.
Willow: I would rather be tax audited.
Another buzz.
Lara: Reporter came in yesterday.
I sit up straighter.
Willow: What??
Lara: Relax. Tommy threw him out before I even grabbed the coffee pot.
That makes me smile a little.
Tommy Bennett has taken the role of “protective local uncle” very seriously over the last few weeks.
Willow: I miss working.
This time the typing bubble takes longer.
Lara: I know you do, honey.