Page 33 of The Nixie and the Frost Elf

He's made the room nice again, and has set up some drinks and snacks on his desk, along with a box of condoms that I messaged him about yesterday. I don't know if we're going to need them tonight, but it's better to be safe in case we do.

"Can I get you anything?" Edur asks.

I shake my head. "Just you."

"I'm all yours. Did you bring your list?"

I tap the side of my head. "It's all up here."

"Do you want to share it with me?"

I bite my bottom lip, trying to think about the best way to do this. "Maybe we should kiss first? I've been thinking about it, and I do think that it sends the right signals to the rest of my body."

He steps closer and reaches out to put a hand on my waist. The cold of his skin seeps through my dress, making me think about it on my bare skin. I can't fully put into words how it feels, but knowing that this is going to lead to us having sex makes it feel different from the other times that we touch. It almost feels like desire, but I don't think it is, especially as I know that if I step away, I'm not going to feel disappointed.

Edur leans in, his cool breath fanning against my lips. I close my eyes and give myself over to the kiss. The cold of his lips on mine makes them tingle in a pleasant way, and makes me think that one of the things on my list to try is going to be enjoyable. I feel myself relaxing, especially as I realise that I've come into his room tonight thinking that I'm going to enjoy myself, which is so far away from any other experience I've had surrounding sex. It's not about Edur though, it's about me. I've felt safe talking about it for the first time, and I've admitted the reasons behind what I want. It changes the way I feel towards the whole interaction.

I slip my hand down his chest until I get to the bottom of his shirt, slipping it under and feeling the cold, hard planes of his stomach and chest underneath.

The kiss ends, but he doesn't pull away from me. "Are you ready to tell me what you want?" he asks.

I nod and look up at his sparkling blue eyes that are looking down at me with what I think is desire, but I'm not entirely sure. Though the hard cock I can feel against my leg certainly suggests that it is. I take a deep breath. "I want to try oral."

He swallows hard. "We can do that," he says. "Do you have anything in particular you want me to do?"

"Well, I don't really know what the best way to do this is. Should you stand? Or sit? Or lie down?"

He shuffles slightly. "You want to do it to me?"

I nod.

"I thought you wanted to receive." His voice is raspy and deep.

"Maybe after?"

"Okay, we can do that. I think maybe on the bed will be more comfortable? I'm not going to lie, I don't have a lot of thoughts right now."

"There's one thing," I say before moving.

"You don't want me to come?" he guesses.

I nod. "I'm sorry, is that bad? We can do something after to make it happen. I think I want to try more tonight."

He reaches out and cups my cheek in his hand, smoothing his thumb over my cheek. "I'm okay with that," he promises. "You can stop anything that makes you uncomfortable."

"The same goes for you," I respond.

"It does."

"All right, then let's have sex," I announce before bursting out laughing.

Edur chuckles.

"Sorry, that just sounded strange. I probably shouldn't have announced it."

He shrugs. "It's only our second time," he points out. "Maybe in the future, we won't feel the need to do that, but it's okay for now."

"Yes, true." I step back and pull my dress over my head, leaving me in the underwear I chose for tonight. He looks over my body in a way that makes me feel beautiful. "You might need to take your clothes off too."