"Of course." His voice is a little hoarse, insinuating that I'm having some kind of effect on him.
I trail my hands further down, fumbling with his belt, but not getting very far.
"Let me." He reaches down and pulls my hands away so that he can undo it himself.
Nerves flutter into life within me, but it's not as scary as I thought it might be.
I watch him undress, interest and intrigue growing within me. He sits down on the bed, completely naked. I swallow hard and go to join him, still wearing my dress. I'm not sure if that's for the best, but I'm not ready to take it off.
Edur catches my hand and tugs me closer. He cups my cheek and pulls me to him so that he can kiss me. I relax into his touch and let my hand start to roam again. His breathing catches as I move further down, my fingers brushing against his cock. I'm nervous as I wrap my fingers around it, but not because I'm touching him, just because I want to do this right.
He breaks the kiss as a soft moan escapes from him. I take it as a good sign and continue stroking him in a steady rhythm, getting more noises from him in response. I like it. I can't fully explain how it makes me feel, but I can feel myself relaxing into the moment, especially as I start feeling more in control of everything.
Warmth spreads through me, and I can feel my own body start to respond now that I'm in a situation where I'm physically stimulated. The reaction helps me relax. If I can feel like this, then maybe I have nothing to worry about.
I quicken the pace of my strokes, causing his cock to twitch within my grasp, but I don't let go. I want to make him feel good, and this is a good way to do that. And it's good for me. I'm in control, and every part of me knows that, even if I would otherwise be worried about it.
Edur closes his eyes and sucks in a breath through his teeth. Unsure precisely what caused it, I repeat the same motion as I just did, getting a similar response and making me want to do it more.
He clears his throat. "Lexi..."
"Yes?"
"I'm going to come. If you don't want me to, now is the time to stop." His voice is hoarse, and it sounds like he's barely holding back.
"I don't want to stop," I respond, knowing that I need to say the words out loud for both of us.
He stills beneath my touch as he finds his release. He groans, his face contorting into something that I have to assume is pleasure. His cock twitches a few times, and I don't let go, hoping that the pressure will add to the pleasure, even as it softens.
I let go, and Edur hands me a cloth so that I can clean my hands.
"Are you okay?" he asks, his voice low and full of something that seems like satisfaction.
"Yes," I respond. "Are you?"
"Definitely." He gives me a reassuring smile. "You didn't have to continue if you didn't want to."
"I wanted to," I assure him.
"So, is that all you wanted to do? Or did you want to try something else?"
I bite my bottom lip and think about the offer. "Yes."
His eyes light up as he looks at me. "You'll have to tell me if anything doesn't feel good."
"I will," I promise, getting to my feet.
I can feel him watching me as I reach for the hem of my dress and pull it over my head, leaving me standing in the middle of his room wearing nothing more than my underwear.
He clears his throat. "You look amazing."
"You like it?" I ask, feeling a little more confident. I picked my underwear based on knowing that he was going to see it, which is an unusual thing for me to do, but I think it's part of me feeling ready. Putting on a matching set was partly me admitting to myself that tonight was going to happen, and that I wanted it to. Right now, it feels like a good decision.
"Very much," he responds, reminding me that we're in the middle of something.
I don't really know what to do with myself, other than stand in the middle of the room and let him look at me.
He raises his hand, but then pauses. "Can I?"