Page 52 of Claimed By the Wolf Heir

This is the most honest thing we've ever done. More honest than the infirmary, the wall, his mouth on the bonding site he wouldn't bite. Two wolves who've been circling each other through layers of suppressant and careful, measured distance, and the layers are gone. There is no compound in wolf form. There is no detachment.

A silver-white omega and a dark gold alpha fighting together, and every lunge and pivot carries the charge of two forms that know each other moving in tandem. The knowing hums through the contact, identical to every other kind of contact we've shared.

The next wave comes. Eirik takes the first wolf before it clears the turn, the impact driving the smaller animal into the wall hard enough to crack the plaster. The collision is wet and final. The space fills with snarls, the scrape of claws, the heavy impact of wolves against surfaces that don't give.

I take the second wolf low. It's speed against weight, the same equation that solved in my favor minutes ago. My teeth find the tendon behind the hind leg, and the wolf goes down. Somewhere underneath the cold satisfaction, my brain is annotating the injuries I'm inflicting with the detached habit of a healer who can repair every wound she creates. The irony isn't slowing me down.

Eirik clears his wolf and pivots to the human, who has the sense to flatten against the wall and raise both hands. Everything inside me circles behind, cutting off retreat.

We move around each other the way my hands move around a suture: independently, each adjusting to the other without looking. He carries the fight forward while I close the angles behind.

The rhythm of it, the cadence, has the same quality as the other rhythms we've shared in the infirmary, against the wall. My awareness of him moving through space has the same texture as the woman's awareness of him moving against her, and the texture doesn't care that we're fighting instead of anything else.

No more Drakfell wolves come through. The space behind the turn has gone quiet, and the sounds outside the fortress walls have changed from breach to containment. Gunnar's defense is holding. The wolves inside are cut off from retreat.

Northern Pack wolves appear at the far end. Patrol wolves, armed, moving with the disciplined urgency of a defense force securing cleared ground. They reach the passage and stop.

The scent catches them simultaneously. I can see it register in the flare of nostrils, the widening of eyes, the involuntary half-step toward an omega followed by the immediate, trained correction as discipline overrides biology.

Eirik's wolf turns his head toward the patrol, and the vibration in his chest deepens. The wolf at the front meets the stare and drops his gaze to the floor with the speed of a wolf who has just been told, in a language older than words, that the half-step he corrected is the only one he'll get. The rest read the message without needing their own lesson.

They're staring at the healer. The healer is a wolf. The wolf is an omega. The omega has been here all along.

I can't stay in this form. My wolf has done what she needed to do. The woman needs to come back, because the woman is the one who knows how to stand in a space full of wolves who've just learned her longest secret and not come apart.

Silvery mist swirls. The transformation is instant, seamless, the wolf dissolving and the woman emerging in the same breath. I'm naked. My clothes were absorbed during the involuntary transformation, and the mist doesn't return them. I'm standing barefoot on cold stone with Drakfell blood drying on my skin and my silver-blonde hair tangled against my shoulders.

I don't cover myself. The scent pouring off my skin matters more than my nakedness ever could.

My attention goes first to the cut above my hip. It isn't deep enough to threaten anything except comfort, but it needs cleaning and sutures. Once I’ve seen to myself, I pull on clothes so I’m not practicing medicine naked. When I’m finished, I turn to the Drakfell wolves on the floor. They tried to drag me to Balric like a prize, and they'll still receive the same treatment I'd give any wounded patient. Stabilize first. Decide what to do with them afterward.

The scent doesn't diminish. The suppressant is gone. The formula my mother created, the one I refined and maintained through years of careful, desperate discipline, has reached the end of its usefulness. Nothing waits for me in the mortar anymore. What pours off my skin now is simply me.

Eirik's wolf lines his flank along my side, his massive frame against my hip, and the contact is not comfort.

It's a perimeter. An alpha drawing a territorial line with his own mass, and the vibration hasn't stopped. If anything, my proximity deepens it, the declaration of a wolf who has found the thing he'll die over and is broadcasting the finding to every functional nose in the fortress.

The contact heats my body where his fur meets it, and my response is immediate, involuntary, and predictable: omega scent-matching to a compatible alpha under conditions of extreme physiological stress. The technical explanation is precise and doesn't account for the fact that my pulse just kicked harder than the combat managed.

My left hand lifts. The motion is the oldest reflex I own, the gesture inscribed in muscle memory as deeply as my mother's handwriting is inscribed in her ledgers. My fingers reach for the spot just left of the hollow of my throat, the place I've been covering with my own hand since I was old enough to understand what the gesture was guarding against.

My fingers touch bare skin.

I lower my hand.

There are wounded wolves on the floor, and whatever else has changed, that hasn't. I am still a healer.

I work until the bleeding is stopped, the worst wounds are closed, and the wolves who need watching are stable enough to survive without my hands on them. Some are Northern Pack. Some came here for Balric. Flesh doesn't care about allegiance, and neither do I while it's open beneath my fingers.

But when the last bandage is tied, there is nothing left to keep my attention narrowed to blood and bone.

The corridor is full of wolves who know what I am.

They don't crowd me. If anything, they give me more room than they did before. It doesn't help.

For years, the suppressant gave me something walls never could. Privacy. I could walk through this fortress knowing no one could scent what my body kept hidden. Now there is nowhere inside these walls I can go without carrying the truth with me.

I don't want the compound back.