Page 37 of Claimed By the Wolf Heir

When I finish, he thanks me with the reflexive gratitude of a wolf who expected the procedure to hurt worse than it did. I say, "You'll be back on the wall in a week," and the words come with a smile I didn't authorize. It's gone before the clinical override catches up, and by the time I've corrected back to the neutral register the patient is already out the door.

I count two breaches in one morning: the humming and the smile. The omega isn't just bleeding through the scent coverage. She's bleeding through the performance, and the performance is the only thing standing between me and exposure that would make the emissary's passing interest look like a footnote.

The emissary. The memory arrives with a specificity I don't welcome: his nostrils flaring on the second pass, the controlled head-turn, the beat of attention that lasted a fraction too long.

That information is in Drakfell territory by now. Balric has it. An omega hiding in the Northern Pack's infirmary is exactly what a wolf like Balric would catalog and hold until the leverage is ripe. The political pressure he's been building since the emissary's visit tells me the ripening is ahead of schedule.

In the corridor outside the infirmary, I pass Gunnar heading toward Stellan's study. The beta's stride is tight, clipped, a wolf bringing information his alpha won't welcome.

I catch the tail of a conversation between him and one of the patrol captains: Drakfell scouts, closer than last week, running a pattern along the northwestern border that suggests reconnaissance rather than provocation. Balric is building his case, accumulating justifications, preparing the political framework for whatever comes next now that the emissary's demand has been formally refused.

Stellan is weighing the cost of sheltering Eirik. I can read it in his gaze, the flat assessment that has started tracking Eirik through the fortress, a wolf calculating whether a variable is worth the resources required to maintain it. I don't read dislike in how Stellan watches him. I read an alpha deciding whether a packless wolf from a neighboring territory is an asset worth defending or a liability he can't afford. The fact that his healer's judgment is now compromised by whatever is happening between her and the wolf in question hasn't escaped his notice.

I haven't escaped my own notice, either. Every time I turn a corridor, his scent finds me. He isn't there, but the trace he's left in the fortress air since he started running patrols and training with Gunnar's wolves and sitting on my worktable like it belongs to him is inescapable. The fortress has absorbed him the way stone absorbs heat, and the dose I took at dawn is thinning against it by the hour.

Revna is still at the fortress, and so is Torben. The escalating Drakfell situation has given them both reason to stay, and this morning Revna delivered the latest border intelligence from their Blackridge wolves to Gunnar: increased Drakfell movement along the northwestern corridor, reconnaissance patterns that need to reach Stellan's war table before the next council session.

The practical work is done. The personal reason is the one that brings her to my infirmary door afterward.

She stands in the doorway with the controlled posture of a wolf who assesses every room before she enters it. The bonding mark on her throat catches the light above her collar, and her left hand hangs loose at her side rather than guarding the spot.

My own left hand presses flat against the corresponding place on my own throat before I can stop the gesture. The skin is warm and unmarked.

I can still feel the exact spot where Eirik's mouth hovered last night, close enough that his breath registered against the bonding site without his teeth ever making contact. The restraint was worse than a bite would have been. A bite would have been biology. The restraint was something else entirely.

"Signe," she says.

"Revna."

"You look different."

I give her the same look I gave the cook. It works less well on Revna, who has survived worse scrutiny than mine and has the tactical composure to prove it. She delivers her observations how she delivers intelligence: accurately, without ornamentation, and with the expectation that the recipient will deal with the data rather than argue about its collection.

"I'm not aware of any visible changes," I say.

"You're aware." She sits on the stool beside the worktable, the same stool she claimed during her first visit, and the repetition has the deliberate weight of a pattern being established rather than a courtesy being observed. "You're just deciding whether to lie about it."

She's right. I don't acknowledge it. The silence between us is its own answer, and Revna is fluent in what silence contains.

The decision to share the records isn't sudden. It's been forming since the night Eirik traced his father's initial in my grandmother's handwriting, since the solitude I've maintained for as long as I've been suppressing cracked along a fault line I didn't know existed. After last night, the crack is wider than anything I can seal.

The records have been mine since my mother passed them to me the way her mother passed them to her: quietly, without ceremony, as part of the work. Patient ledgers, birth registries, suppressant formulas refined across generations, margin notes in handwriting that ranges from my great-grandmother's cramped script to my mother's careful lettering to my own. Ordinary paperwork that documents a lineage of women who hid what they were and kept working anyway.

I don't need Revna to read them as a healer. She isn't one. I need her to read them as a wolf who hid her own designation for years and understands what that hiding costs, because I can't carry the weight of what these pages represent alone anymore, and she's the only person alive who'd recognize it for what it is.

I go to the cabinet where I keep the oldest ledgers. The lock is a habit rather than a necessity. No one has ever tried to open it. No one has ever known there was anything inside worth locking.

I set the stack on the worktable between us. The weight of them is modest.

"My family kept records," I tell her. "Generations of healers documenting what the suppressant does to the wolves who take it. I want you to see them."

Revna looks at the stack, then at me. The assessment is immediate, thorough, cataloging the tremor I don't have in my hands and the tremor I might have in my voice if I weren't so practiced at eliminating both.

"Why me?"

"Because you'll understand what you're reading."

She picks up the top ledger and opens it.