A piece of hay hangs from her hair. I smile, even as I bite the inside of my lip to keep from coming.
I need to focus. For the first time ever, I’m able to kiss her while she comes. I want to swallow her sighs, her cusses. I want everything from this woman.
Most of all, I want her to fucking stay.
She cries out when I flip her onto her back again and kiss her lips. I bend her knee and press it to her chest, spreading her nice and wide.
“Come for me,” I breathe into her mouth, sliding back into her heat. At the same time, I run the pads of my fingers over her clit.
Lainey’s hands find my neck. “Colt—”
“Come, honey.”
Her cunt squeezes me. She yells, and I capture the sound in my kiss. Tasting her mouth while she comes on my dick—
Heaven.
She writhes underneath me as I fuck her in gutting, deep strokes, the kind that leave me panting. Our bodies stick and slide as I move. I’m shaking.
I’m coming.
She soothes the sharp sweetness of my orgasm by running her fingertips up my sides.
Still coming, I have the wild thought that sex has never been this good. Ever. With anyone. I didn’t know it could be like this.
Raw. Real.
When I come down, I wrap my arms around her and hold her against me. We’re both breathing hard.
I feel simultaneously hollowed out and overly full. I’m brimming with emotion. Can’t keep it inside anymore.
Won’t.
I let out a soft chuckle when she pushes me onto my back and rolls on top of me.
“Whatcha doin’?” I look up at her, plucking the hay out of her hair.
“Looking at you.” She leans in to press a gentle, closed-mouth kiss to my lips. “You’re beautiful.”
“Just like my dick?”
She laughs. “Just like your dick. There’s not a part of you I don’t like, cowboy.”
My pulse thunders. My tongue suddenly feels thick in my mouth.
Am I really about to do this? Spill my heart? The person I was before I met Lainey would’ve never trusted someone else with my feelings.
I wouldn’t have trusted myself.
But here I am, trusting. And I’m not dead yet.
“Lainey?”
“Yeah?”
“I got a question for you.” I tuck her hair behind her ear.
She cups my face in her hand and strokes her thumb over my bottom lip. “Shoot.”