Page 90 of The Witch They Crave

My body knows this room before my brain catches up.

I open my eyes and blink through the drug fog.

The room is nothing. That's the first wrong thing. Stripped and dim and long-abandoned—bare walls where paper's been torn down to the plaster, a carpet gone to mold, a single heavy curtain half-rotted across the window. Nothing in here should mean anything to me. They gutted this floor after. Rebuilt it, then condemned it, then let it die. Whatever was here when I was thirteen is long gone, scraped down to the studs and buried under twelve years of ruin.

But the room doesn't need its furniture to be… the room.

The window's in the wrong place for any hotel I've stayed in since—too low, too wide, set into a deep casement the way they don't build anymore. The ceiling's the exact height my body remembers, high in a way that made me feel small as a kid. And the light—the grey afternoon light comes through that low wide window and falls across the floor at an angle I have seen a thousand times awake and asleep, an angle burned into me before I had words for what was happening. My whole body goes cold with the certainty of it long before my mind will sign off.

The bones of the room are the same. You can strip a room to nothing and the bones stay.

No, I think. I try to pull my hands apart but every movement feels like pins and needles. No, no—

I'm in Room 714.

The Royal Crescent. Baton Rouge. The room where I was thirteen years old and the power came up my spine like a struck match and when it went out there was no one left alive on the floor. My mother. My father. The people down the hall I never got to be sorry to. Eleven of them, they told me later, when I was old enough for a number.

Eleven. And I'm back here where it all started, lying on the floor with my hands tied up.

The building didn't fall. After what happened they condemned it, sealed it, and it's still standing—and somebody carried me up seven flights and laid me down on the floor where I killed my mother, father, and little sister.

I want to be sick. Bile rises up my throat and I gag.

No, no, no. This can’t be happening.

I make myself breathe. I make myself sit up but the motion brings up another fresh wave of nausea.

And that's when I see Kage.

"Kage—" It's out of me before I've thought it, half his name and half a sob, and I'm scrambling toward him across the filthy carpet before I even clock that I can't get far—my wrists are bound, and there's a length of chain running from them to a radiator pipe I hadn't felt until it snaps taut and stops me short.

He's across the room, against the far wall, and for one cracked second my whole chest floods with relief—Kage, he's here, he came—before I understand what I'm looking at.

He's bound. Not with rope. With silver—I can see it even in the bad light, the dull gleam of it wrapped around his wrists and forearms and lashed back to something in the wall, and where it touches him the skin is wrong, blistered and weeping and not healing.

Silver burns them. Silver holds the wound open so the body can't close it. Every place the metal crosses his skin is a small ongoing atrocity, and he has clearly been pulling against it, because the worst of the burns are at the edges, where he's fought.

"Kage, your arms, oh my God—"

"Hey. Hey—Hex, look at me." His eyes find mine, storm-blue and furious and fully his own, no glaze, no absence, nobody driving him but him. "I'm okay. Look at me, not the arms. You're okay. You're gonna be okay."

"You're not okay, you're bleeding, you’re—" And something I've kept bolted down my whole life comes loose at the sight of it, because I trained myself not to need people and I need him, right now. I need him not to be hurt, and he's hurt, and this chain won't let me reach him. My voice cracks straight down the middle.

"Don't." His jaw flexes. "Don't look at it. Look at me." He strains toward me, and the silver pulls with a sizzle, and fresh blood wells up bright along his forearm. He doesn't even flinch, which is worse than flinching. "Are you hurt? Did he—what did he give you?"

"A needle." My voice comes out flat and far away. "He drugged me." I look at his ruined wrists, at how thoroughly he's caught. "You can't get out?"

"I've been working on it." The scarred corner of his mouth tries for the smirk and doesn't make it. "It's going slow."

"How–how long have you been here?"

Something moves across his face. "Since before you. A day. Maybe two." And I understand, then, what I didn't have room to understand in that emptied house—the field where he never showed, the shed where I waited until the light went. He wasn't sent on an errand. He was already here. He's been chained to this wall bleeding for two days while I told myself it was nothing.

"You went digging," I say. "Into that house I told you about. Didn't you?"

"Yeah." No point denying it now. "Found more than I was supposed to. He didn't love that." The failed smirk again. "Hex—listen to me. We don't have long. He doesn't leave me up here alone for more than a stretch, and you need to get loose while we've got the room."

"I don't know if I can." The words come out thin. "Whatever he gave me, it's still in me. I can barely hold my head up, Kage. I can feel the fire of my magic but it's like it's on the other side of a wall of cotton—"