“N-uh…no.” Convincing. Not.
“After tonight, there won’t be any question,” he promises darkly.
“But we can’t…you know.”
“I cannot penetrate your beautiful body with my bod, nah. But I will make you mine tonight, Kara.”
I suck in a breath. Choke on it and then start coughing.
Amusement flares briefly in his gaze again, but then disappears quickly. “There are many things we can do that will give you pleasure that do not require intercourse.”
“Oh, uh…sure.” My face is so hot, I feel sunburnt.
Suddenly the champagne looks more like a lifeline than romance. Finally able to move again, now that I have a destination in sight that is not the bedroom, I head toward the glacette.
Mick catches my arm and stops me. “Nah.”
I blink up at him. “No what?”
“No champagne.”
“If I’m old enough to get married, I’m old enough to drink a glass of champagne to toast that marriage.” Or a bottle.
Not that anyone else seems to agree with me. My glass at the reception had been filled with sparkling white grape juice. Tasty, but not exactly a fortifier for the night to come.
Mick tugs me toward the stairs. “You are not getting legless on our wedding night.”
“I don’t want to get drunk.” Lie. “But a small glass to toast our…”
Union. Mary, James and Joseph, I can’t say that word. Or any other word right now.
Because Mick’s finger is pressed against my lips, shushing me. “I didn’t drink at the reception either.”
Is that supposed to make me feel better? Maybe if he was a little tipsy, he’d fall asleep without doing his marital duty.
Seriously, Brogan called it that just the day before yesterday. He wanted to make sure I remembered that though I could be intimate with my husband, we could not fully consummate our marriage until after I got pregnant.
That’s one conversation I never want to repeat. We were both as red as tomatoes by the time it was over.
Digging my heels in, I try to stop again. “Maybe we should talk for a while. I bet there’s still a Scrabble game around here somewhere.”
What the heck am I saying? This isn’t a family vacation, not that we’ve been on one of those since Aunt Charity died. This is my wedding night.
A dark chuckle is the only answer I get to my suggestion.
So, no Scrabble.
“You don’t have to be afraid of me, Kara.”
I’m not afraid of him. I should be. He’s Mick Fitzgerald. An diabhal. The son of a powerful mob leader in Dublin with a reputation as a killer. There are rumors he got made when he was still a child.
But I don’t believe that. Not even in the mob, do they expect children to kill.
His control is legend. According to mamo, he never loses his temper or his composure.
He will smile while slitting your throat. At least that’s the rumor. And that one? I believe, along with every other story about his ruthlessness.
I should definitely be afraid.