I’m just…curious.
“She doesn’t want me here. The way she looks at me? She’s jealous. Trust me, one woman recognizes that emotion in another.”
I don’t think so. Kara and Dierdre are so different from each other, they might as well be different species.
Dierdre slides closer to me her perfume a cloying cloud between us. “And you know I’m used to getting more than my fair share directed at me.”
“Kara is fine.” Where is this going?
“I didn’t come here to cause trouble.” Dierdre turns her head, rubbing her finger delicately under her dry eye as if disposing of a tear. “But if Kara doesn’t want me here, I can go. I understand. I can’t stay somewhere I’m not welcome.”
She waits.
There it is.
She wants me to ask her to stay. To what end? She’s already our guest. She and I both know that’s not going to change anytime soon.
We may suspect her of spying for the Northies, but that’s all it is: suspicion. They’re our allies. Refusing her sanctuary would put that at risk.
She knows it.
I know it.
So, what’s her endgame here?
Dierdre shifts so her skirt rides up her thigh, then drops her gaze. “It’s just…it’s hard. Being here. Not knowing who to trust. Feeling like a burden.”
“You’re not a burden,” I say, voice even.
She’s an informational resource.
Her head snaps up. The relief in her expression there and gone so quick, I would have missed it if I wasn’t observing her so closely.
“Micky…” She sighs and blinks away moisture that never had a risk of spilling over. “I’m so glad you feel that way. But you’re the only one. And I can’t…”
Again she lets her voice trail off.
“Can’t what?” I need this interview over so I can get back to work.
“You must realize how isolated I feel. How uncomfortable I would be dining with the Shaughnessy family with Kara looking at me like I’m filth.”
“Kara is too well mannered to look at you like anything other than a guest at her father’s table.”
“You think so? I know she’s young and so sweet, but she can get her point across. Believe me. She did this afternoon.”
Good for Kara.
“Maybe I should return to Ireland. I don’t think I can spend any more days, much less weeks being treated like a pariah.”
She’s gone from being looked at like she’s filth to being treated like a pariah in two sentences. What’s next, claiming someone in the family wants to kill her?
I bite back a sigh. I have better things to be doing, but for now, Brogan and I want Dierdre here. That means bridging the divide between her and my wife.
“I’ll speak to Kara.” She’s the perfect mob daughter and wife.
She does what she has to do for the good of the family. I’ll ask her to reassure Dierdre that she’s welcome here.
“Only if you think it’s best. I don’t want to make her uncomfortable. And it’s obvious that my being here does that. I respect your marriage.”