When her moans fade to whimpers, I pull out, flip her onto her back, and thrust in again.
I need to see her.
Her eyes are glassy, lips parted, flushed and swollen and perfect.
“More,” she whispers. “Please.”
God help me.
I fuck her slow and deep now, grinding in circles with every stroke. I watch her unravel. Watch her melt under me. Her breasts bounce with every thrust, and I can’t stop touching them, squeezing them, sucking on them until her back bows and she claws at my shoulders.
I hold her like she’s fragile even as I drive into her like she’s the only thing keeping me grounded. Because she is.
She comes again, this time silent. Just her mouth open in a soundless cry and tears leaking from the corners of her eyes. She clings to me like she’ll drown without something to hold on to.
I let go.
My climax tears through me, white-hot and brutal. I bury my face in her neck and groan as I pulse inside her, my cock jerking with every spurt.
We stay tangled like that for a long time. Her breath is ragged. Mine is worse.
And the monster inside me?
Still there.
Still hungry. Always feckin’ hungry.
For her.
Chapter 8: Mo Chuisle, Mo Dhiabhal
KARA
He collapses on top of me, his weight pressing me into the mattress like he’s trying to fuse us together. For a few seconds, I can’t breathe. Not because it’s too much, but because it’s not enough.
I don’t want him to move. Not yet. I want this. All of it.
The stretch, the soreness, the wet heat between my thighs. The scent of sex and sweat on my skin. The way his heart pounds hard against my chest, like maybe – just maybe – it beats faster for me.
He calls me mo chuisle. His pulse.
That means something, right?
His breath is hot against my neck as he whispers words I can’t quite make out. Not English. Not Gaeilge either.
Just Mick. Raw. Bare. Unmasked.
He doesn’t say anything else. Instead, he presses a kiss to the side of my throat, then another to my collarbone, and another, softer still, right over my heart.
My eyes burn.
Because this? This version of Mick – the one who touches me like I’m breakable and sacred all at once – only comes out after he’s been inside me. After I’ve been wrung out and made to take every inch of him. Like now.
I stroke his back with trembling fingers, feeling the tension slowly drain from his body. He’s always so tightly wound. So armored. But after sex, when he’s empty and satisfied, the mask slips. And for a few precious minutes, I get to see the man I want to believe is hiding underneath.
“Stay,” I whisper, my voice barely audible.
He stiffens just a little, barely noticeable. But I feel it. I’m tuned to him like I’m a Mick-receiver.