I sink to my knees and press my mouth to the heat of her through the thin cotton. She arches, whining low in her throat. The scent of her hits me like a punch to the gut – sweet, musky, mine.
I want to tear these panties off with my teeth. I want to push her down and hold her there while I fuck her so hard she forgets her own name. But I can’t.
I won’t.
Because if she ever sees what’s inside me, the part that wants to pin her, to mark her, I don’t know if she’ll ever look at me the same way again.
Unable to hold back everything, I press a hot kiss just above the wet cotton, sucking at her pussy lips through it. I don’t drink to excess. I don’t do drugs, but I get drunk on her taste.
She moans, writhing on the bed, pressing her feminine flesh toward my mouth.
I indulge us both until the frustration of even the slight barrier her panties make is too much. I want her bare for me. Dripping. Open. But I can’t let myself forget she’s not just a body, not just a wet, greedy cunt I want to live inside.
She’s Kara. My wife.
I force myself to draw my knife instead of ripping her panties from her body. That would hurt her. Yanked hard enough to tear, even cotton will leave angry marks like a rug burn.
I did it once before. Right after she got pregnant, when we finally got to have penetrative sex for the first time. The marks lasted for three days and she winced when they brushed against something…or someone. Me.
I’ll never do it again.
Pressing the tip of the lethally sharp blade of my knife between the fabric and her hip, I slice upward not even brushing the silky-smooth skin underneath.
Another quick slice on the other side and I can pull the panties from her body. I draw them upward, rubbing over the swollen little clit that is now peeking out of its hood and begging for attention.
She bucks her hips, hungry for more, but I bring her panties to my nose, mainlining her pheromones for several deep breaths.
“Michael!” She draws my name out in demand.
Hell, I love when she calls me by my given name. She’s the only person who does and she only does it in the bedroom.
I tuck her panties into my pocket and Kara surges up from the bed, cupping my face between her hands, and kissing me like it’s the only way she can breathe.
Her tongue tangles with mine, needy and messy and real. She moans into my mouth and shifts so she can rub her soaked pussy against my chest, dragging her slick over my skin.
I’m going to lose my mind.
If my cock was out, it would already be inside her slippery, tight folds.
She breaks the kiss, panting. “I need you inside me, Michael. I want it hard. I want to feel you after.”
Teetering on the edge of control, I close my eyes for a beat, swallowing the feral snarl that threatens to rip from my throat. “Ye don’t know what you’re asking.”
“Yes, I do,” she gasps with certainty. “I trust you.”
God help me. A woman like her shouldn’t trust a man like me. And her trust shouldn’t make my cock throb like it’s about to tear through my pants.
But it does.
“You’ll have to wait. I want to taste your sweet honey straight from the source first.” I spread her thighs wide and bury my face in her pussy.
Her cry is instant, sharp and breathless. “Michael!”
Both tangy and sweet, she tastes like fucking salvation.
I flatten my tongue and drag it from her slick entrance all the way to her clit. Her thighs quiver against my shoulders, and her hands fly to my hair. She grips tight like she needs something to anchor her.
She always responds like this. Always melts the second I touch her. It’s a damn drug, the way her body yields, the way she writhes when I suck her clit into my mouth and lap at it like it’s the only thing keeping me alive.