And maybe someday, if he really believes the words he said to Mick and acts like it, I’ll even like him.
“I didn’t understand the nuances of love.”
“Because you’ve never loved anyone else.”
“Not even my family.”
“But especially not Dierdre.”
“Fuck no! Not that disloyal piece of shite.”
“Tell me how you really feel,” I tease, but I won’t pretend I don’t like him saying that.
“She was working with Darakov.”
“The Russian?”
“Aye. In exchange for information on our mob, he promised to back out of the marriage alliance.”
“Why didn’t Dierdre just say no?”
“Because her da threatened to cut her off financially if she did.”
“I could almost feel sorry for her. It’s a horrible feeling to think you’re powerless in choosing your own future.”
“Don’t waste your tender heart on her. She planned to kill you. Even if she hadn’t been a traitor, I would have killed her.”
“Because you will always protect me.”
“Always.”
“Because you love me to the depths of your sociopathic soul.”
“I’m not sure I have a soul, mo chiste is a stór.”
“Your cherished love? You’re pulling out all the stops now.” I’m teasing him, but my throat is thick with tears.
Because there’s not a single bit of me that doubts that is exactly what I am to my ruthless mob underboss.
His cherished love. His treasure. His heart and its pulse.
His everything.
Later that night, after we’ve tucked Fitz into bed, Mick asks me if I want to go swimming.
Loving how he’s making it clear he wants to spend time with me, not just in the bedroom, I say yes.
When we get to said bedroom, Mick holds up the tiniest green bikini I’ve ever seen.
“You can’t wear this back at the mansion.” His tone is a mix of warning and heat. “It’s hard enough for me to let you wear your tankinis where the soldiers can see you. This? This is for when it’s just us.”
I arch a brow. “What about Brice and the others here?”
“My crew know better than to look.”
I believe him. But it still sends a little thrill through me that I’m the one who can make this man come undone.
When we get outside, the sun’s gone down, the moon is rising, and the water glows under soft deck lights.