“Aye.” He doesn’t look even slightly repentant.
And that at least is not surprising.
Chapter 45: The Obsession of Love
KARA
After our date, we don’t head back to the helipad. Instead, Mick takes me to The Tower Room at The Plaza.
After one of our men lets us into the security cleared hotel suite and leaves, I spin in a slow circle taking in the lavish décor.
Yes, we live in a mansion, but this is a very special hotel room. The gilt furniture breathes opulence and elegance. And all I want to do is make a beeline for the big round bed I can see through the opening to the tower.
“Fitz gets to enjoy his sleepover. I thought we could enjoy ours.” The sensual promise in my husband’s voice makes it clear we won’t be eating popcorn and watching a children’s movie.
A pulse of want thrums in my core as a shiver of desire snakes up my spine.
Without either of us saying a single word, we move into the bedroom in one accord. I kick off my shoes and toe off my socks while watching my husband tear his clothes off like we didn’t have sex only hours before.
Tugging my dress up my body and over my head, I toss it aside, now completely bare to the emerald heat in my husband’s eyes.
Stepping forward, I lay both hands on Mick’s hair roughened chest and push, guiding him back toward the bed. He stops when the backs of his legs bump the bed.
His eyes never leave mine. They’re heavy-lidded, dark with intent and desire, but there’s something else in them too.
Restraint. Control. The very thing I want to take away from him.
Because now that I know what it is like to have all of him, I’ll never settle for the façade again.
I push a little harder against his chest. “I want to taste you.”
It feels like everything stills around us. Even the air.
We’ve never done this.
I’ve wanted to. So many times. But I never had the courage to try.
Mick’s the only lover I’ve ever had and even back when I was a naïve eighteen-year-old, I knew he’d had sex with much more experienced women.
Meeting Dierdre only confirmed that.
“Let me,” I say, and slowly drop to my knees.
Mick spreads his legs, making room for me between them, tacit agreement to do what I want.
I wrap my hand around his thick shaft again, pumping once, slowly, watching how his abs contract and his hand fists at his side.
The sight of him like this – so powerful, so undone – makes my whole body clench with need.
“The girls in my high school used to talk about this.” I lick my lips. “They said boys complain if they didn’t do it right.”
“Boys might, but I’m a man, mo chroí. There is no doing it wrong when I crave the touch of your mouth on me and have for the past seven years.”
“Then why haven’t—”
He puts his finger against my mouth, stopping my words. “I wanted to fuck your throat and I doubted my control to stop myself.”
My clitoris throbs at his words. “I want you to lose control.”