If I didn’t step in and do the socializing, her need to escape every social gathering would become more obvious.
“I’m going to talk to my therapist about this. I can’t react that way in a social setting where others could see it as a weakness.” I am Kara Fitzgerald, ranking female in the Shaughnessy Mob.
“Now that I know that type of noise is overwhelming for you, I will not allow you to be placed in a situation where you have to deal with it,” Mick says resolutely.
I sigh. “That’s not realistic.”
He stops and faces me. “You need to understand that I will protect you in every way I learn you need it. Every. Single. Way.”
“I’m a grown woman. I should protect myself.”
Mick’s answer is to kiss me. Right there on the sidewalk. He takes his time and when we start walking again, pleasure and warmth are popping like bubbles in my bloodstream.
We walk down 9th and are turning down W 15th Street before I ask where we are going.
“Pier 57’s Rooftop Park.”
“You had a backup plan for my totally unexpected reaction?” I ask with disbelief.
“I had planned to take you to the park to see the view of the harbor after dinner.”
Wow. When he decides he’s going to take me on a date, my husband doesn’t half-ass it.
“And if I’d wanted to dance at TAO’s nightclub?”
“Security was in place and the doorman apprised of our possible intention.”
“I’m impressed.”
“I’m good at logistics,” my sociopath says not-so-modestly.
“You are that.” I look around us but don’t see anyone I recognize. “Your guys are following us, aren’t they?”
“Aye. Two went ahead to scout a safe location for us to eat.”
“Are we going to sit on the grass?” I’m not sure how I feel about that in my dress.
“There are benches.”
“We’ll be lucky if any of them are empty.”
“I’m the underboss to the Shaughnessy Mob, mo stór. We don’t need luck.”
That’s new. Mick usually calls me treasure and I’m beginning to understand he means that literally, but calling me my treasure makes it more personal.
I decide I like it.
Mick’s right of course. There is an empty bench with a radius of about ten feet around it free of other people when we get to the south side of the park.
Not having planned to do any real walking in my four-inch pointy-toed heels that do great things for my calves while squishing my toes, I can’t wait to reach the bench. My feet nearly cry with gratitude when I sit down on it.
The view is too beautiful to focus on my sore toes though. We’re about a quarter of a mile out over the water and whatever direction I look is a feast for my eyes.
The skyline of Lower Manhattan. The Hudson River and New York Harbor. I can even make out the Statue of Liberty in the distance.
“It’s beautiful here,” I breathe.
“Nothing is more beautiful to my eyes than you mo chuisle.” Mick’s hand clasps the back of my neck the way he does so often lately.