“Nah. It was necessary.”
Not willing to argue that designation with him, I ask, “How do you think I’m rebellious?”
“You kept seeing a therapist after you came home from The Marlowe Center even though you knew your father didn’t want you to.”
“You called him my father.”
Mick’s brow furrows. “Aye.”
“You usually call him my da.”
“Not now that I understand why you don’t.”
Obsession. Devotion. Loyalty. I might be deceiving myself, but Mick’s definition of his feelings for me are sounding more and more like love.
“One rebellion does not a rebel make.”
Mick laughs and the genuine humor in the sound makes me smile too.
“You are going to college secretly, you hacked our security feeds so you and your cousin could sneak off the property, you taught our son to read despite his teacher telling you not to.”
“Expecting me to hold my son’s natural development back for her convenience was ridiculous. Besides the deed had already been done.”
“You read the letter she sent to parents about what she expected our son to be proficient at before coming into kindergarten, just like I did.”
“His first-grade teacher is much more focused on challenging his students,” I say with approval.
“You like him.”
“I do.” I roll my eyes at the danger vibes now emanating off my husband. “Not like that. Rein it in psycho boy. The only man I like in that way is you.”
“I don’t want you to like other men at all.”
“Not going to happen. But you never have to worry about me flirting with other men, or allowing them to try to undermine our marriage.”
Mick winces. “I miscalculated the damage Dierdre could do because I knew I wasn’t interested in her.”
“Would you make the same choices again?” I ask, because this really matters.
“Not a chance in hell, even if my men call me the devil.”
“That’s good to know.” Maybe my husband can learn to be the man I need him to be in our relationship. “So, you think I’m a stubborn rebel?”
“I think you’ve been selective about your intransigence and rebellions, but that is going to change.”
“It’s almost like you know me,” I tease, feeling a little overwhelmed by that truth.
“Better than anyone else. But understanding you is something else entirely,” he admits.
But he wants to.
And that counts for a lot.
“What should I wear for this date?”
Chapter 43: Unmasked at Altitude
MICK