That’s not what Mick usually does. He likes my legs free, so he can position me the way he wants me.
“Mick?” My voice only tremors slightly with the realization that this situation may not be down to my husband’s doing.
My brain races with ways to get out of this.
A familiar hand presses against the side of my neck. “Don’t freak out, mo chuisle, it’s me.”
One of his arms slides behind my back and then his other one underneath my knees, and he lifts me from the bed.
I reach up with my bound hands and rip the sleep mask from my face. My eyes are adjusted to the dark, but I still don’t see much.
The outline of Mick’s shoulders and head is visible because he’s so close. Everything else is indecipherable because the room is darker than normal.
There’s something over the window covering where cracks of light would usually slip through. The only light, as little as it is, comes from the soft glow of the nightlight through the cracked door to the en suite.
“What did you put over the window?” That’s not what I really need to know right now but it’s a start.
He takes a step away from the bed with all the confidence of a man wearing night vision goggles in a completely dark environment. Only there are no telltale lumps on his face.
The surety of movement is 100% my husband.
He shifts me against his chest and warmth tingles through me from where my arm brushes against his cotton covered pecs. “I closed the safety shutters.”
Every room has them for security, but the walls won’t withstand repeated firing, hence the multiple safe rooms in the mansion.
Because the mob isn’t just a business like my father wants to pretend. It’s an army and my family has many enemies with armies of their own.
“I slept through that?” The shutters aren’t loud, but they aren’t silent either.
“You slept through me putting restraints on you,” he says in a flat tone. “I thought you would wake up.”
“You sound disappointed.” Which is a lie because there’s no emotion in his voice at all.
“Why would I be?” His head comes down toward me and I’m sure he’s going to kiss me, but he just inhales. “It made the first part of my plan easier to execute.”
“Sometimes you sound more like a robot than a man.” That’s not something I would have said to Mick before.
I always pretended I didn’t notice when he withdrew into an emotionless shell. That was my job, right? To be a good little mob princess and pretend everything was fine.
Even when it wasn’t.
But I’m done pretending. My brain to mouth filter with him is as broken as our marriage.
“Why close the safety shutters? Are we under attack? Where’s Fitz?” I demand frantically.
I don’t know why Mick would feel the need to bind my wrists and ankles to take me to the safe room though.
“No.”
Before the relief even has a chance to register, he adds, “I closed the shutters so you couldn’t go to the window and draw attention by banging on it.”
Fear slithers down my spine. Why would I need to try to get help?
Mick said in Brogan’s office there would be no divorce. Does he plan to kill me?
I curl my fingers into fists and bring my bound hands up in an arc, hitting the side of his face as hard as I can, throwing myself backward as he grunts from the impact.
Landing hard, pain radiates through my body on the side of impact.