With my wife’s words, another bullet point to add to my plan to keep her emerges.
She’s been frustrated with me for withholding information from her for weeks. She wanted to know what business kept Dierdre at the mansion and I refused to tell her.
Because it’s safer for Kara not to know.
At least that’s what I’ve always believed.
However, I thought she didn’t need my protection against Dierdre’s words, and I was wrong about that.
It’s looking like I was wrong about this too.
I meet my wife’s eyes. “I’m sorry.”
She jerks a nod, but there’s no softening in her demeanor.
She’s still stuck on getting the divorce then.
“You want me to kill Dierdre?” I ask.
“I don’t care who does it, but yes, I want her and the threat she poses to Fitz gone. Permanently.”
“You don’t mention yourself,” Brogan says. “But it’s obvious she threatened you first.”
“You already knew that, but it wasn’t enough was it?”
Brogan doesn’t answer.
I don’t think he can. There’s pain on his face I can’t identify with. It’s emotional, but there’s no doubting it’s real.
“I don’t matter. You made that clear. I’ve never mattered. Not to you. Not to Mick. All I’ve ever been to either of you is a means to an end. A uterus to carry the heir and a spare.” The bitterness in Kara’s voice is laced with her own emotional pain.
And that pain bothers me.
It has to be fixed.
“You do matter, Kara. I’m sorry I didn’t believe your version of what happened until I saw it for myself.”
Kara’s expression says she’s not handing out any offers of easy forgiveness. “As long as you take care of the problem now without plunging us into war with the Northside Dublin Syndicate, I’ll be satisfied.”
“But not happy,” Brogan says, sounding none too much in that state himself.
“There’s nothing for me to be happy about in this situation. If Dierdre had acted on her desires before giving me a warning, either I would be dead and my son would be without a mother, or both of us would be.”
And Kara holds both her da and I accountable for that.
Brogan shakes his head. “She wanted you to ask for the divorce and thought she could threaten you into doing it.”
“It worked.” And for that alone, Dierdre would have to die.
That she threatened my wife and son with intent only means her death isn’t going to be quick.
Kara shrugs. “I guess we all learned a lesson from this.”
“Yes, we did,” Brogan says with sincerity.
“Fitz is going to be home from school soon.” Clearly done with the meeting, she turns to walk out of the office.
“Kara,” her father says with some urgency before she reaches the door.