Her eyes widen with shock, then narrow. “The kitten has claws, I see.”
“I’m no kitten and you? You’re not anything. Nothing to Mick. Nothing to me.” I say the words like they are true, no matter how much I doubt them personally.
“I’m the woman Micky loves. He left me for a chance at being a boss, but don’t kid yourself. He still wants me and I’m more than willing.”
Mick does not love her. He can’t. “If my husband loved you, he never would have left Ireland. He’s not that weak or grasping.”
“You keep telling yourself that. But now that he has Fitz, he doesn’t need you anymore. When he files for divorce, don’t forget I told you so.”
Her words about Fitz are too much a reflection of my own fears, it’s all I can do not to throw up.
But I still manage to say in an even tone, “Mick is not divorcing me.”
“Go ahead and bury your head in the sand while I rebuild my relationship with the only man I want. And, Kara? What I want, I get.”
“Not my husband.” The words ring hollow inside me, but they sound confident and sure.
And that’s all that matters.
“We’ll see.” Dierdre spins on her heel and walks back out into the sunshine.
While my heart dives into the frozen tundra of winter.
Chapter 32: The Boathouse Reckoning
MICK
Kara comes back from checking on her sister with her spark missing.
What did Fiona say to her?
I force myself to wait to find out, to fix whatever it is, until the party ends.
The Labor Day guests are gone when I ask my wife if she wants to walk on the beach with me.
“Come for a walk with me.” I put out my hand, expecting Kara to take it.
Fitz is spending the night with Enoch, watched over by a full complement of bodyguards.
I’ve given security their instructions to sweep every room, closet and nook of the mansion to make sure it’s clear of revelers. The outdoor area has already been swept and the only people left are the cleanup crew.
My wife looks at my hand like it’s a snake ready to strike. “A walk? Why?”
“Because I want to.” Realizing that isn’t exactly romantic, I add. “So, we can talk.”
Kara likes talking. She likes romance. Which is why I try, even though it is not natural for a man like me.
More since I noticed the way she watches Miceli with Róise than before.
No Italian mafioso is going to make my wife think her Irish mobster isn’t as good of a husband.
Instead of the soft look I’m expecting, Kara’s expression goes frosty. “About the divorce you want so you can be with your first love? No thanks.”
She turns to go and I’m so shocked by her words it takes me a second to reach out and grab her. Her body tenses when I touch her.
“What the hell do you mean?”
Kara yanks away from me and, not wanting to hurt her, I allow it. But then I swiftly step forward and swing her up into my arms.