“She refused to do her duty to the mob. Not like you.” She shoots me a look under her lashes. “No matter how hard it was for you to leave me behind.”
I don’t confirm or deny her assumption. Letting her believe it without confirmation could be useful. “And what did Brogan say about Kara?”
No one could say my wife had not been willing to do her duty by the mob. She’d agreed to more than an alliance marriage to fulfill what her grandfather expected of her.
Dierdre blinks, her head wobbling slightly. “Oh, he sympathized. Said young people these days are ruled by their feelings. Mentioned Kara had gotten a bit overwrought after Fitz was born.”
“Overwrought,” I repeat softly.
She shrugs one bare shoulder. “He said it like it was funny. Pathologically jealous was the phrase. Said she thought you’d been cheating while she was in the hospital, but that she settled down and he was sure Brigid would too.”
I was wrong. My father-in-law is pathologically indiscreet. How upset would Kara be if I cut out her da’s tongue?
I wouldn’t make him choke to death on this own blood like the stupid bastard I allowed Wraith to kill earlier. I can be merciful.
Dierdre’s smile sharpens. “Was she right? I wouldn’t blame you if you had taken a lover.” She pauses. “Or still wanted one.”
No question who she’s suggesting to fill that role.
“I don’t break my promises, Dierdre. You know that.”
Her red tinted lips twist in a moue. “But forced marriage vows hardly count.”
“They do to me.” Regardless, no other woman appeals to my libido and hasn’t since the first time I touched my wife intimately.
“Pity.” Dierdre looks around with a frown. “Where’s our food?”
I signal the waiter. He arrives to clear away the appetizers and place our main courses on the table, then melts into the background like he’s been trained to do.
He’s not one of the regular waiters for the pub. Despite being owned by the mob, I brought in one of the soldiers on my crew to do the serving tonight.
I don’t want anyone overhearing what I learn from Dierdre and my men know how to keep their distance. And their mouths shut…unlike Brogan.
Fecker.
Like she’s still thinking about it too, Dierdre says, “Brogan said you don’t look at other woman, but your little child bride was convinced you did. That it made things difficult.”
Kara’s jealousy wasn’t nearly as difficult as the depression that came with it after Fitz’s birth.
And what she tried to do because of it.
What the hell was I thinking trying to make her jealous again?
Feckin’ idjit is what I am.
“You never looked at another woman,” she repeats. “Is that true, Mick? Not even once?”
“I already told you—”
“That you don’t break your promises. I know, but that doesn’t mean you don’t want to.”
“I don’t want to.” I let that settle between us while I chew a bite of perfectly prepared Kobe beef steak.
Yes, it’s an Irish pub, but a good steak is a good steak.
“I bet I could change your mind.” She pushes her shoulders forward, pushing her breasts together. “Remember how much you loved fucking these.”
Shite.