She wondered if the words sounded as false to his ears as they did to hers. Because against her own best judgment, she could not deny that deep down inside, she did trust him. And knowing that made her furious with herself.
"You damn well can."
"You broke your promise to me." She should have remembered that truth before spilling her most secret memories all over him.
What was it about this man that sent her most logical thoughts scattering to the four winds? How could being with him make her feel safe when he had proven she was anything but secure in his company?
He looked mortally offended. "I have not."
"You have."
"How?"
"You promised not to hurt me, but you did… very much," she added for good measure.
"What the hell are you talking about? I have not harmed you in any way." His voice came out more like a growl.
The man was very animal-like sometimes. It must be a Highlander trait because she had not seen anything like it amongst her father's soldiers. No matter how fierce, they never conjured images of predatory beasts.
"How can you say you have not harmed me? You kidnapped me! Before I told you I was married to Talorc, you were going to leave me in the forest to be eaten by a wild animal. You forced me to cross the sea in a boat. You kissed me just to see if I was lying. Then you told your brother I was so inept at it, I was most certainly innocent." Her anger grew as she enumerated his sins.
"The kidnapping saved you from having to marry Talorc. That is a gift and well you know it."
"That is entirely beside the point, since your intent was to harm me, and the fact that your actions indirectly benefited me in some small measure does not negate your many other sins."
"I am surprised your father did not settle you in a nunnery. You speak like an abbess."
"How would you know that?" she asked deridingly.
"Knowledge of the world is necessary to keep my clan safe, so I acquire it."
"Humph."
His eyebrows rose at that and then that tempting gleam was back in his wolflike eyes. "I would not have allowed you to be eaten by wild animals."
"And how would you have stopped it? You intended for me to return to the keep on my own."
"My soldiers would have watched over you."
"A likely story. When you dropped me off your horse with the intent of sending me back to Talorc as message bearer, your soldiers were going with you."
"I left behind two warriors you never saw."
"What? Why?"
"They are watching the Sinclairs."
"You left spies behind?"
"Yes."
"And you expected them to watch over me when I traveled back to the Sinclair holding?"
"Yes."
"Oh." So, she hadn't been an expendable pawn. She wasn't sure why, but that knowledge made her feel much better.
"You still forced me to cross the water in your small boat."