When he finally lifts his head,
his gaze doesn’t hit mine.
It slides right past my shoulder.
I spin around,
and my chest slams into the sight of—
“Andrew?”
Relief floods me, pouring into me fast.
And my first thought is—
Andrew. My comfort person, too.
He's here, thank God. He's here.
He’ll know how to fix this,
everything's going to be okay.
I take one step toward him,
but he doesn't move.
He's just standing there—
his dark hair wrecked by his fingers,
black fitted jeans,
bomber jacket over a gray tee,
rooted to the spot,
breathing, breaking me—
only staring right back,
And it makes me pause.
Makes me breathe faster.
I wrap my hand around my own tight throat, 'cause I need something to hold.
“Is Maria—?”
“Maria’s fine,” Raymond says to my left,
his voice sounding a million miles away.
I take one more step on instinct.
“Andrew, then—”
I shake my head,