I’m not sure I’ll ever get used to having her like this.
“Are you joining me?” she asks when I make no move to do so.
“In a few minutes,” I say before turning toward the counter, my eyes scanning her products that are neatly lined up in the order she uses them in.
I reach out, grabbing her eye makeup remover, cleanser, cotton pads, and one of her disposable cloths before carrying everything over.
“What are you doing?” she whispers as I pour some remover onto a pad.
“Taking care of you,” I muse as I move it closer to her face. “Close your eyes.”
“I can do that,” she argues, although she does as she’s told.
“Yeah, I know you can. But you don’t have to.”
Gently, I swipe the pad across her eye, cleaning away what’s left of her eye makeup before repeating the process on the other side.
I work silently as I pour some of her cleanser into my hand and then massage it into her skin.
“You’re good at this,” she confesses quietly.
“I had good training,” I explain, remembering all the times I put makeup on Rylee so she could feel normal for a little bit before taking it all off again. “I’m pretty good with face masks and slices of cucumber, too.”
“You must have been an incredible brother.”
“I just did whatever I could to make her life easier.”
“Everyone deserves a Hayden in their lives.”
“Well, lucky for you, you’re the only one who gets me.”
“I wish I could tell her how amazing you are.”
Emotion crawls up my throat.
“S-She’d have loved you,” I force out.
“She wouldn’t think I was a cougar corrupting her innocent brother?”
I can’t help but laugh. “She knew I had a massive crush on you. She’d be happy for us.”
“You’re cute.”
“She’d agree that you’re corrupting me, though. She always tried to live vicariously through me, but I didn’t really have any stories for her. She’d be loving all the things I could tell her now.”
“You…you’d tell her…everything?”
“You mean, would I have told my sister that I willingly crawled toward you and ate you out until you came all over my face?”
Her cheeks blaze red. “I can’t believe I told you to do that.”
“It was hot as hell. But to answer your question, no. I wouldn’t have gone into that kind of detail.”
“I don’t know what came over me.”
“I’m pretty sure it was you coming all over me,” I quip, earning myself a light slap to the shoulder.
“Seriously,” she continues as I wet the towel and begin patting her face. “I’ve never done anything like that before. I don’t…I don’t know where it came from.”