Page 43 of Blaze

I swallow hard.How does he always say the perfect things?

He settles my head in the crook of his arm and lowers his other hand to my stomach.“The thought of seeing you grow round with my child makes me ache to make it so, but I won’t impregnate you against your will, baby.”

“You’ll use a condom?”I’m leery.Somehow, I don’t think that’s what he means.

He shakes his head, smirking.“Never.But I’ll wait until you’re ready.”

My brows raise.“You’ll wait to have sex with me?”

“Yes.”

I narrow my eyes.“So you mean you’ll spend every waking hour sweet-talking me until I cave and marry you, at which point you intend to fuck me bare until I’m pregnant.”

“Exactly.”He gives me a half-grin, so cocky and sure of himself.

I roll my eyes.“You’re so manipulative.”

He shrugs.“I’m just saying, we can discuss all your concerns as often as you want until you feel reassured that I mean it when I say that you will never be alone.Not while you hang over the toilet with morning sickness, while you push our children into the world, or while we raise them.”

I feel like I need some clarification.“Swear to me that you won’t demand I give birth in some altruistic natural way without medical care or modern drugs.I’ll get up off your lap and run from this estate on my injured leg with my boobs hanging out right this second if you feel so barbaric that you enjoy watching me suffer.”

His eyes widen.“I never want you to suffer.I swear.I will never interfere in your birth choices.I promise.I’ll fucking drive you to the hospital after the first contraction if it’s what you want.You can get an epidural in the waiting room.I’m not a caveman.I’ll never turn down modern medicine, Victoria.I will always put your health, safety, and comfort before anything in the world.”

I hold his gaze, trying to decide whether I believe him.“I think I need that in writing.”

He grins.“Happily.We can get it notarized if it makes you feel better.I doubt our lawyer, Thomas McAndrews, would even flinch if I asked him to type something up.”He lifts my hand, kisses my fingertips, and then draws my middle finger into his mouth to suck on it erotically.

“You scramble my brain.”I can’t take my eyes off the way he suckles my finger, licking up and down the digit, imitating what I suddenly want to do to his cock.Is that why he’s putting on this show?

I’ve never given a blowjob, of course.But now I’d kind of like to.I want to see what he’s like when he loses control.Will he moan?Or is he silent when he orgasms?

“Will you let me suck you like that?”I ask, trying to be brave.

“My finger?”he teases.

I roll my eyes.“Sure, if that gets you off.”

He chuckles, shaking both of us.“Baby, I’d love for you to slide onto the floor and kneel between my legs, but it’s not going to happen today because your leg needs to be elevated.”

“I think my leg can tolerate me being on my knees for a few minutes.”

He cups my face, his expression sobering to intense.His thumb strokes my cheek.He’s thinking.

Yes.

I decide to push my luck.“Are you afraid you might not be able to come that quickly in my mouth?”

His head drops back and he groans.“You naughty girl.”

I sit taller, not caring that my boobs are exposed.I trace a line down his neck and chest.“In your fantasy, with me on my knees naked, pregnant, and squirting milk all over the room, don’t I also suck you off?”I don’t even recognize my sultry voice.

After twisting slowly on his lap, I ease myself to the floor in front of him.I’m careful not to bonk my leg, but honestly, it’s fine.It’s tight and gets achy between doses of Tylenol, but it isn’t bothering me enough to keep me from boldly claiming my man in the same way he has taken me several times.

He growls and drops his head to stare at me intently as I push his legs open and slide my hands up his thighs.

“Victoria…” His voice is nothing like the one he used to seduce me with all that talk of milking me like a human cow.This is a different side of Blaze.I’m turning the tables.He’s so aroused that his eyes look glassy.

I cup his balls and erection with my hands, lowering my gaze to the bulge.Inside, I’m nervous and panicking a bit.I’ve never done anything like this.I don’t have a clue about giving a man pleasure.Everything I know about blowjobs I read in a book.