“Yes, please,” I said.
I moved and slowly lowered myself onto her face. Instead of going easy, Mary looped her arms around my thighs and dedicated herself to my pleasure.
“Good girl. Get me off,” I demanded.
I gripped the headboard of the hotel bed and rolled my hips slowly against her like I had the base of the dildo minutes ago. She lapped me up more than willingly. I’d never been so in command or so safe simultaneously.
“More. More. I’m gonna…” I screamed and dug my nails into the wall. “I’m gonna come, Mary. Oh… oh fuck!”
I screamed again, inaudibly, and for what seemed like an eternity. It may have been the longest, most intense orgasm I ever had. I didn’t even know how to talk about it, as I fell to the side and looked over at her. She wiped me off her chin and kissed me. As Mary ran her hand down to play with my nipples, I stopped her, shivering.
“Too… too much.” I said. “Too much of a good thing.”
Mary bit my shoulder playfully. “Really?”
“That was… I broke through a wall I didn’t know was there, baby. I… oh, fuck, Mary. That was the hottest thing I’ve ever done.”
“Really? Oh, we must unlock more levels here.”
I giggled. “How so?”
“There are so many possibilities.”
We lay in bed, silently wrapped up in oxytocin and satisfaction.
“So, how the hell did you get into pegging? Can I ask that?”
“You promise you won’t get weird or jealous?” I asked.
“Skatt,youare the jealous one. I’m curious.”
“It was the guy you’d least expect. We’d been together for over a year, and he said he’d always fantasized about it. Of course, he didn’t think I’d say ‘hold my beer’ and go for it.”
“And you did?”
“I didn’t worry about it. I said, ‘Sure!’ and didn’t look back.You see, I’m open. If you want to try something, I will. Be direct.”
“I will be direct if you will.”
“Why does that do it for you?” I giggled. “You always want me to be bossy?”
“I fuckinglovea bossy top. Be a black cat. Be demanding. I can’t explain why.” She ran her fingers through my hair. “It’s why I won’t judge or ask you to explain why something gets you off. If I can do it, I will try. And you can tell me to stop. Never doubt?—”
I shook my head. “I won’t. I feel completely safe with you, baby. I’d never assume anything but.”
Her expression pulled tight, indicating it hadn’t always been like that for her.
She cleared her throat, then said softly, “I’m complicated.”
“No. You’re not. Well, not more complicated than any of us.”
“No. It’s not like that.” Mary breathed deep, sorting out her words, “When I was younger, I was confused.”
I met her gaze and furrowed my brow.
She explained, “Sex wasn’t something I started doing because Iwantedto. People abused my trust.”
I swallowed hard, realizing she must have meant Max.
