What was I doing standing there like that?
Talking to him like he was… normal.
Like he wasn’t Lukyan Rusnak. The man who coerced me into marrying him.
I groan into the blanket.
No.
I don’t care.
I absolutely don’t care.
Except my body clearly didn’t get the memo.
My face feels warm just thinking about it, and I roll onto my side with a frustrated huff.
Was I about to kiss him?
The thought hits so fast I actually freeze.
No.
No, I wasn’t.
I mean—
I would never.
Except there had been a moment. That small, quiet stretch where neither of us moved back fast enough. Where the air felt different. Closer than it should have been.
And if he had leaned in—
I squeeze my eyes shut.
Stop.
Absolutely not.
I drag the pillow over my head again like that will help.
A vibration breaks through the chaos.
My phone.
I reach out blindly, grab it from the nightstand, and squint at the screen.
Ashley.
It’s almost midnight.
Her text is a full-blown paragraph of excitement about some new romance novel hero she has apparently decided is “the love of her life” this week.
I stare at it for a second, then let out a quiet laugh despite myself.
Of course she’s in love with a fictional man again.
Ashley never met a fictional man she didn’t want to marry and emotionally ruin her life over.