Am I?
The guilt is here, a little too early.
I was hoping to have another round of dirty, humiliating fucking her.
Her fingers move between her legs; she makes that little moaning sound as she washes my cum off of her.
I don’t even realize I’m doing it until I feel the warm air hit my cock. I stroke myself as I watch her scrub her body, the soap making her skin pink and slick.
I shouldn’t be watching her, shouldn’t be making her perform.
She’s mine.
Why not?
I wrestle with the guilt; the perverseness and the excitement of the forbidden are going to win. I feel it.
She has her back to me, the water spraying over her. She doesn’t hear me open the shower door, doesn’t expect me to get into the shower fully clothed and fuck her.
The water puddles in my shoes as I grab her hips. I really want to spread it and eat her out; bet she’d really like it.
She braces against the marble shower walls as I spread her huge, creamy soft ass and fuck her pink little hole.
This time, she strokes herself as I take her still-slick ass.
My hand kneads on her tit; I’m grunting as I fuck my frustration and shame into her.
She comes, I think.
I can’t hear it over the rushing of the water.
Then I’m exploding into her ass, making her take all that cum, emptying into her.
My shoes squeak on the wet marble as I pound into her, forcing her to take me until I’m spent.
“Fuck,” I grunt as I jerk out of her.
My dick twitches as she turns around in my embrace.
Her soft arms come up to my neck, and she leans in with a look of wonder or bewilderment on her face.
She leans in like she wants to kiss me.
I slap her in the face—hard.
She looks as shocked as I feel.
“I’m not going to kiss you,” I tell her harshly.
She rubs her cheek.
“I told you. You’re nothing to me—just something for me to use to get my dick wet. I’m not going to fall in love with you or marry you or give you children. Now dry off and come to bed. I want to fuck you again.”
I leave her in the shower and slop out into the bedroom.
The guilt is eating me up inside.
I stand out on the balcony until I’m half frozen in the winter air.
