Page 114 of How to Fan the Flames


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Rob clears his throat. “Visibility dropped fast once we were in.”

Pippa nods. “Agreed. We’ll log that.”

“Ground was worse by the gate than it looked,” Sal says. “Mud was shifting underfoot.”

“I’ll flag access.”

“The dog wasn’t inside,” Mish says quietly. “Neighbour found him after. Under their kitchen table.”

Something moves through the room.

Small.

Painful.

The sort of relief that has nowhere decent to land.

Pippa writes it down.

Her hand is steady.

I do not know how.

“All right,” she says after a moment. “I know the outcome wasn’t what we wanted.”

No one speaks.

The rain ticks at the window. Somewhere beyond the room, the building hums and settles and waits to be needed again.

“But the work was good,” she continues. “You got him out. You managed the risks. You gave ambulance what they needed. There are things to note, and we’ll note them properly, but no one sits here replaying the whole incident as if one different thought at the wrong second changes what happened. It doesn’t.”

Her voice is calm.

Not cold.

That is what I understand suddenly.

It is not coldness.

It is control, held so tightly it looks like something else from a distance.

“If you need five minutes, take five,” she says. “If you need food, eat. If you can rest, rest. If control turns us out again, we go again, so look after yourselves enough to be safe.”

That is it.

No speech.

No forced comfort.

No pretending any of this is fine.

Just enough truth to give everyone somewhere to put the night for now.

For now.

Pippa puts the pen down.

The room does not move immediately. Then Dan stands and says, “Toast?”