The last time he’d come over, our time had been entirely spent in the bedroom, and while I was enjoying the hell out of every minute we spent in there, I also wanted to know him better. I felt somethingmorethan just sexual desire with him, and while I couldn’t yet identify what that was, I knew it was different from the other flings I’d had before.It was the similar to how I’d felt about Liv from the beginning, like I’d accept any excuse to be in her presence.
I opened the door to reveal Kayden standing on the landing with a bag of takeout. “Did you bring dinner?” I asked. My heart kicked up a notch.Maybe he wants to get to know me too.
He shrugged, like it was no big deal. “I thought you might be hungry. You didn’t say anything about dinner in your texts.”
I stepped forward and pressed my lips to his. “I’m starving. Thank you. What did you bring?”
“Indian,” he said with a wrinkle in his brow.
“My favorite.” I looked at him curiously.
“You had a takeout menu for Curry Palace on your desk the other day. I figured that might mean you liked it.”
“You figured right.” I took his hand and pulled him into the apartment. “I’ll grab plates and drinks. You want a beer?”
“No, water’s fine. Sparkling if you have it.” He shut the door behind him, followed me to the kitchen, and set the takeout on the counter. I could feel the heat of his gaze on my back as I pulled drinks out of the fridge. I turned around and saw him smiling at my chest with a gleam in his eyes as he licked his bottom lip. “How hungry are you?”
I laughed. “I’m pretty hungry, but I wasn’t planning to eat when you got here.”
“Oh, good.” He swiftly rounded the kitchen island and gripped my face in both hands, pulling my mouth to his. He moaned softly and gently rubbed his smooth cheek against my beard. “You’re going to need to a put a shirt on for dinner.”
I kissed along his neck and started pushing into him to walk us out of the kitchen. His cock grew hard against me and my own followed suit.
Kayden groaned and grabbed my dick. “I’ve been busting my ass on your blueprints for days and the whole time I’ve been distracted by visions of bending you over and fucking you in your office.”
“Mmm, I like when you tell me what you’re thinking,” I said with a sigh as I rubbed my thumbs over his cheeks. It was such a rare gift for him to share his thoughts and my chest swelled when he did. I looked around the condo. “I’m sure you can bend me over something in here until we’re at the office again. Take your pick.”
Kayden looked at me with wide, vulnerable eyes, looking slightly uncomfortable. “I never tell people what I’m thinking, Jace, but I can’t seem to stop sharing my thoughts with you.”
I kissed him softly, the desire to sooth his discomfort overwhelming. “You can tell me anything. Even if this is just sex, I want to know your thoughts and feelings and I’ll never think less of you.”
“I don’t know if this is just sex for me,” he said, shifting on his feet.
“I don’t know either. Do you need us to figure that out tonight?” I asked, kissing just below his ear.
He tipped his head back and let out a soft moan. “No.”
“Me either. If you want to fuck me, Kayden. Let’s do it. However you want.”
He pointed to a chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and I smirked. “You sure you don’t want the world to know you’re bi?”
He laughed, turning me around and pushing me toward it. “I actually do. I’m tired of hiding it and I want the entire world to know how much you turn me on. I just have to figure out how to reconcile that with my dad’s reaction.”
My hips collided with the large, black chair and I turned around to kiss him gently as I cupped his face. “Only you can decide what’s rightfor you. But I get the sense he’s already taken too much from you. Don’t let him take your identity from you forever, okay?”
Kayden looked at me, contemplating. “Thanks,” he said, before he flipped me around and unbuckled his pants. He pulled down my sweats and ran his finger around the rim of my ass. “For now, let’s just tell everyone driving by. Lube and condoms?” he asked.
“Bedroom drawer,” I said.
“Don’t go anywhere, Jace,” he said coyly before taking off. I watched the muscles in his back as he jogged to my bedroom, surprised at how familiar things with him felt already. I liked this guy a lot more than I’d expected to. A lot more than I’d liked anyone in a long time.
“That is one hell of drawer,” he said, grinning as he came back, lube bottle and a condom in hand. “Do we get to play with all of those?”
I laughed. “I told you, almost zero limits.”
Kayden popped the lube open as he positioned himself between my legs. I looked over my shoulder as he slicked up his fingers. “Just sex or more than just sex, I think I’m going to have a lot of fun learning what some of those toys do.” He pressed two fingers to my ass, rimming me gently before applying more pressure. “Are you ready for me, Jace?”
My heart skipped a beat. I was so ready for him and whatever came out of this. “Yeah, I’m ready for you, Kayd.” I relaxed into him as he pressed his fingers inside me and took his time, tending to me with the same care and precision he seemed to approach life with.
