“Oh you know. The spanking bench. All the restraints. The paddles.”
My skin buzzed with need and I squeezed my thighs together.
“The candle wax for wax play. All those things.”
My heart felt like it was going to slam out of my chest. I’d always wanted to explore BDSM, but had never gotten thechance to. Nick was the first person to dominate me, and even so, we’d taken that slowly.
I wanted him to do it again.
“I want to try it all,” I said.
“Then we should try it all. I can be your sexy teacher.”
“Mmm. Am I your student then? What if I’m bad?”
Nick let out the softest groan. “I think I can handle you, baby. I’ll put you over my knee.”
I shivered. I wanted that. Iwantedhim to spank me again.
“Nick,” I whispered. “What if you came over? I had a margarita earlier but the alcohol has completely worn off, so I’m not under the influence. But . . .”
“Now?”
“Only if you want.”
“I want.” I heard noise in the background and realized it was the jingle of his keys. This man was wasting absolutely no time.
Oh god.
I’d just invited him over.
“I’ll be over soon. But you should text the doctor. See what he’s up to.”
My eyes widened. “Are you sure?”
“Yes. I’ll be over there in a few.”
“Okay.”
We hung up and I sat there for a few moments. Was this real life? Was this really happening to me? I was already turned on just from the thought of sharing a night with two people.
Nick had beenso okaywith me liking Matthew too.
I looked back down at my phone, then pulled up Matthew’s number. My heart beat faster as I pressed call.
It took a few rings, but then he answered. “Hey. You okay?”
“Yeah. I . . .” I trailed off. “Nick is coming over.”
Matthew was quiet for a second. “He is?”
“Would you like to come over too?”
He was quiet again. Fuck. I was asking too much?—
“There’s no pressure,” I added quickly.
“I’ll be there in a few,” he said. “I just got off work.”
