“I-I don’t know,” I stutter.
“Find out.”
I could end this now. Whatever insanity I’ve found myself in. This confusing, tension filled insanity. But for some reason, I try out one more instruction, just to see what will happen. Maybe Grayson will end whatever is going on, or Asher will. Because I certainly can’t. “Come here.”
“How?” Asher snaps harshly. I jump at his tone, but don’t miss the way the shock flies through my whole body and creates a hum between my thighs. I try to press them together to relieve the ache that’s appeared there.
“What?” I squeak.
“Howdo you want him to come here?”
“Um,” I hesitate, thinking about what he means because I don’t know. I feel so completely out of my element but so turned on at the same time. They’re both here. Both here forme.“Crawl?”
“You want him to crawl to you, good girl?”
“Y-yeah.”
“Thentell him to.”His tone is harsh again, and I really need to sit and think about why it’s only increasing my arousal to have him talking to me like this.
I roll my lips together and find every ounce of confidence I could possibly have. “Be a good boy and crawl over here.”
Again, he listens and my jaw drops even more.
“Now that’s a good fucking girl. What else do you want?” Asher pushes.
He’s at my back, the warmth of his strong body pressing against mine while Grayson looks up at me with green eyes shining, waiting, wanting.
“Kiss me,” I say to no one in particular, but my eyes remain locked on Grayson’s.
His hands slide up my thighs, onto my hips as he stands in front of me. Him at my front, Asher at my back, Grayson dips down to press his lips against mine.
CHAPTER 20
Grayson
It should probably bother me that I’m kissing Rae, the actual woman of my dreams, while another man is holding her against him. But it doesn’t.
I grip her hip, pulling her into me even more while my tongue pushes into her mouth to taste more of her. I don’t care that Asher is here too. Though I kind of want to punch him for the puppy dog comment, he’s not entirely wrong. I would do anything for Rae. I would do anything she asked me to because I trust her, and I know she trusts me. That’s why I didn’t think twice about dropping down to my knees and crawling to her.
If that’s what she wants, then that’s what she’ll get.
And that’s why if she hasn’t pushed Asher away, and wants him here too for some reason, that’s what she gets too.
She’s completely altered my brain chemistry, but there’s no going back.
Asher’s voice breaks through the fog of just Rae and me, but I’m not ready to let her go. I yank her into me, deepening our kiss even more.
“Tell him what else you want, good girl.”
Rae hums against my lips, wrapping her arms around the back of my neck. “Touch me.” She pulls back,and I don’t want to be apart from her yet. My lips continue to trail down her jaw and onto her neck, kissing and nipping at her skin.
“I want you both to touch me,” Rae moans, tilting her head back, and my teeth sink into her skin a little harder, causing her to gasp, but she pulls me even tighter, surprising me. I thought she would want soft and sweet, but I think there’s even more to her that she’s just discovering as well.
“No.” Asher steps back and I freeze as Rae stiffens in my arms. He steps over to one of the armchairs and kicks his feet up on the coffee table. “I want to watch.”
“You do?” I ask in disbelief.
Asher nods. “Yeah, because once you’re done I’m going to show you how to do it better.”
