“You need to rest.”
“I don’t want to, not yet.” I look up with pleading eyes.
“What do you want?” Asher steps closer to me, next to Grayson.
“I want you both.” I swallow. “I want you to distract me. Make me forget everything about tonight that isn’t you guys.”
They both nod.
“We can do that,” Asher agrees.
“But,” Grayson speaks up. “We’re taking it easy on you. You’re hurt and you need us to love you, not just fuck you.”
I smile up at them, kissing Grayson’s abs once again. “I know you guys will always take care of me.”
CHAPTER 49
Asher
I’m going to burn the clothes Rae was wearing because I won’t be able to see her in them without thinking about how scared and pissed off I was seeing her tied up by another man. A man that thought he had the right to touch her. That she owed him anything.
I turn her face toward me, taking her lips with my own because I can’t wait another second to touch her. She moans into my mouth and I carefully move her to lay on the bed while Grayson lets me. Rae grabs at my shirt, pulling it up and over my head. I ignore the pinch of pain in my shoulder because I refuse to ruin anything about what’s happening right now.
She reaches into to my pants, pushing them down urgently, and I let her. She wraps her legs around my waist and digs her nails into my back, her way of silently urging for more and I take her hands in mine, pinning her wrists above her head with one of mine. Leaning over her, I linger my mouth over hers, just out of reach.
“Rae,” I whisper just between us, needing to tell her how I feel. She told me, and I can’t let her think I don’t feel the same when I do. “I love you.”
She gasps, eyes widening as she arches up toward me, and I press my lips to hers once again at the same time I thrust, my cock being enveloped in her sweet pussy.
“I love you, Asher,” Rae moans against my mouth and I pull back, thrusting forward again even harder, but trying to maintain some control because I don’t want to hurt her.
She moves her hips, trying to meet my mine, and I let go of her hands to reach up and grab a pillow, then shove it under her lower back. With another thrust, she cries out, reaching for me again.
“How are you deeper?”
I chuckle into her neck. “Because I know what your body needs.”
“Yeah, you do,” she admits with another moan when I thrust once again.
I want to give her more than this, but with every movement I find it harder and harder to hold back my release. I don’t want her to know that, and normally I would toss her into another position to give myself a moment to hold off my orgasm. But I don’t want to stop. And I don’t want to look away from her for even a second.
I love when her cheeks flush. I love when her mouth drops open with the sweetest sounds. I love how she’s gone outside her box and gotten so much more comfortable with who she is.
I love that she loves me, even with all my unlovable pieces. Even when she shouldn’t have given me a minute of her time, she gave me even more. I’ll never be fully worthy of her, but she’s mine.
Grayson climbs onto the bed, lying down on his stomach near her head, and I’m not even irritated. I love how Rae is with him too, and how she is with both of us together.
“How do you feel, Sunshine?” he asks.
“So good,” she moans.
“I can feel how close you are,” I groan, and she tightensaround me. I need her to come, but I may not be able to hold back any longer either. “Fuck, good girl, please come for me.”
Rae hums. “I like you saying please.”
“Don’t get used to it,” I groan, thrusting harder as my release starts to take over. I kiss Rae while groaning and mumbling over and over that I love her, unable to stop now that I’ve said it once. I feel like I’m not in control of my body, including my mouth, as I orgasm, pushing my cum deep inside her, claiming her as mine.
I reach between us, rubbing her clit to throw her over the edge, and as I watch her fall apart under me, she cries, “This, I can get used to.”
