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"Ophelia! My gods, are you safe?"His voice, a torrent of raw, unadulterated fear and pain, flooded my consciousness. "I just woke up. What did he do to me? My core... it feels like ash. Please tell me you’re coming home now."

I closed my eyes, the immense tide of his suffering hitting my Empathy like a physical wave. I felt his brokenness, adirect result of Cain’s chilling torture at the ball. The guilt was crushing.

“Caspian,”I projected, keeping my own emotions fiercely contained. My voice felt cold, distant.“I am fine. I am at the estate. You must not look for me again. I risked everything to contact you now. This is not safe.”

"Safe? I saw the way he touched you! I heard almost everything! He hurt you, Ophelia! We have to leave! I’ll renounce the House, I swear. We can run to the edges of the realm, anywhere!"

"You can't,"I stated, my resolve hardening into iron."You know the law. You saw what he did to your core. He did not kill you because he wants you to live in that agony, knowing you failed to protect me. He wants you to live in the shame of your failure, just as my mother lives in the shame of hers. If I run, they will not only annihilate the Ashworth name, but he will hunt you, Caspian. He will obliterate the Valerius legacy."

"He’s a monster! A psychological sadist!"

“Yes,”I agreed, the word slicing through the link.“And he owns me. He owns my shame, my life, and my future. My only value now is as his possession. You must survive. You must leave this guilt behind.”

I paused, injecting the strongest, coldest resolve I could manage into the link."You must promise me, Caspian. You have to forget me. You have to find someone who can truly be yours. Someone who isn't tainted by Death. You have to live the life we dreamed of, for both of our sakes.”

His mind went agonisingly silent."Ophelia… no. I can’t."My name probably tasted like an antique regret on his tongue, but the lie of saving him was necessary.

"I know,"I whispered, the heartbreak almost physical."But love is a luxury neither of us can afford right now. Not if you want to live and ensure the balance of Aeternia holds."

A sudden, sharp spike of cold, concentrated interest sliced through my Empathy, Cain was indeed listening, tracking the raw desperation of the conversation.

“I have to go,”I projected, my voice barely a whisper, the finality sharp and desperate.“Be careful. Do not come for me again. Ever.”

"I can’t promise that,"he whispered, the despair a heartbreaking ache that resonated deep within my soul."I will try. But I can't promise you that."

The link went dead. I lowered the Scry Stone, its fractured surface almost extinguished. It will become useless soon. The silence felt a lot heavier now.

"He's not a Void. He's an empty house,"Poppy chirped in my mind.

I knew I might have just sacrificed what was left of my future, but I had protected Caspian's survival. Now, I looked at the closed door, the vast, silent house my immediate enemy. I was trapped, but I would not be idle. The library was calling, and I would answer.

CHAPTER 15

CAIN

The scent of sharp medicinal waters and heavy, aged granite usually cleared the lingering residue of consumed emotions. But tonight, the process was a grating failure.

I had just returned from the filtration chamber, a sterile, subterranean cell maintained deep within the bedrock of the Alistair Threshold.

The Threshold itself was a masterpiece of ancient, elegant masonry—a towering, vaulted archway carved from seamless black stone that seemed to drink the surrounding shadows. Spanning the heavy stone arch was the barrier: a thick, liquid membrane that defied gravity, shivering like dark mercury suspended in the gloom. It possessed the exact, terrifying texture of my own Void.

Other Cenites always described their passage through such gates as walking through cold, stagnant water—a lifeless, functional magic meant only to filter and protect. But the Alistair Threshold and none of them for that matter, did not treat me with such indifference. Whenever I approached, the darkviscosity felt like reaching out. It hummed, the liquid surface rippling in eager recognition of the monster it was about to receive, parting over my skin with a shuddering, almost symbiotic intimacy.

This ritual was not one of choice, but of desperate, biological necessity: the mandatory draining of collective agony. Without it, the accumulation of foreign trauma would eventually calcify my own soul, turning me into a statue of other people’s pain. And Primordial Gods forbid I turn into another Friedrik.

Tonight, I was not draining on command. I was attempting to drain myself. It was never a true solution, but it had kept me from going utterly insane twice now. However, I was running out of patience, and luckily, I now had a more permanent solution in the form of my new wife.

I stood in the centre of the cold stone room, the only light coming from the lichen cultivated in the high, damp corners of the vaulted ceiling. I shed the outer layer of my soaked silk shirt. It hit the floor with a wet thud. I peeled the fabric from my skin, grimacing as the cool air hit the feverish heat radiating from my chest.

The Masque Ball had been a feast of poison. I had absorbed it all, like a glutton for punishment. The suffocating judgment of the Consuls, heavy and cloying like old perfume; the sharp, acidic rage of Cecilia Ashworth, which tasted of copper and betrayal; the pathetic, drowning despair of Caspian Valerius; and—worst of all, the variable that was currently rotting me from the inside out—the terrified, humiliating arousal of my own wife.

It wasn’t a stream; it has been a flood. The memory of the dance—her body pressed against mine, the way her Life-Magichad sparked against my Void—was a corrosive river of pure, desperate sensation.

I braced myself, placing my hands on the Grounding Stone in the centre of the room. The basalt was etched with ancient runes designed to siphon energy into the earth, a magical heat-sink for the damned. Never enough since my dear wife joined our dysfunctional family.

Open.

The pain was physical. It began as a cramp in my solar plexus, spiralling outward.