Haid's hand tightens on my waist, and through the bond I feel his approval of my bloodthirsty thoughts, his dark pleasure in my acceptance of necessary violence.
"Take us home," he orders, his voice rougher than usual, and I feel the word catch in his throat through the bond not just sound, but emotion, raw and unexpected.
Home.
Not Tartarus Station. Not the fleet rally point. Not coordinates or tactical positions.
Home.
The simple word resonates through me, through us both, carrying weight I didn't expect. When did his fortress of shadows and stone become something more than a prison? When did the dark corridors and obsidian walls transform from cage to sanctuary?
The Cerberus shudders as the hyperdrive engages, reality folding around us. Through the viewport, the golden Apex cruisers—broken and bleeding, their perfect hulls scarred by our assault—stretch into impossible lines of light. Then they're gone, swallowed by the violet wash of hyperspace, vanishing behind us like a bad dream finally ending.
I watch the purple-black void replace the battlefield, and something in my chest unclenches.
We're going home.
Three days later,I stand on the bridge of the Obsidian Spire and watch the purple nebula swirl outside the viewport like paint in water.
The dress they brought me is beautiful.
Black as void, cut from some fabric that catches light without reflecting it, fitted to my curves in a way that's both elegant and subtly dangerous. But embroidered across the bodice and down the skirt are vines, delicate and twining, rendered in thread that shifts between deep emerald and lighter spring green depending on the angle.
A deliberate blending of our colors, our essences woven together in silk and thread.
Black for the void he commands, for the darkness that is his domain, for the shadows that answer to his will. Green for thegrowing things I nurture, for the life that springs forth at my touch, for the verdant worlds I can coax from barren stone.
Death and life, intertwined in a pattern as old as the universe itself, as inevitable as the changing of seasons.
My hair is loose around my shoulders, still damp from the sonic shower, and for the first time in weeks I'm wearing actual cosmetics. Not much. Just enough to make my eyes look less hollow, my lips less pale.
I look like a queen.
The thought makes something twist in my chest, uncomfortable and exciting in equal measure.
Behind me, the bridge crew works with quiet efficiency, monitoring feeds from across the Tartarus Belt. Every screen shows the same thing: celebrations. The lower levels are packed with people dancing, drinking, singing songs I don't know the words to yet. They're burning Apex propaganda posters, painting independence slogans across bulkheads, releasing bioluminescent spores I grew last week that float through the recycled air like living stars.
They declared independence eight hours ago.
A unanimous vote by the Tartarus Council, which Haid could have overruled but didn't. He stood silent in his armor and watched the vote count climb, and when the final tally came in he simply inclined his head in acceptance.
Then he'd looked at me across the Council chamber and I'd felt the question pulse through our bond.
Will you stay?
The question had resonated through our bond, not spoken aloud but felt in every fiber of my being, carrying with it layers of meaning I was only beginning to understand. Not juststay in the Council chamber, butstay in the Tartarus Belt, stay by my side, stay as what we're becoming to each other. The weight of it should have terrified me, would have terrified me weeksago when I first arrived here as his hostage, his leverage, his prisoner.
But I'd answered without hesitation, without fear, by rising from my seat and walking across that chamber floor, past rows of Council members who watched with barely concealed curiosity and speculation. I'd crossed the distance between us and taken my place at his side, close enough that our shoulders nearly touched, close enough that everyone in that room understood exactly what my answer was.
Now he enters the bridge from his ready room, and the crew snaps to attention with a precision that speaks of respect, not fear. He's out of his armor for once, dressed in fitted black tactical gear that somehow makes him look bigger, more imposing without the additional bulk of plating.
His void-eyes find me immediately.
He crosses the bridge in long strides, and the crew suddenly finds reasons to focus very intently on their stations, giving us the illusion of privacy in the occupied space.
I turn back to the viewport, watching the nebula's lazy spiral, feeling the way it resonates with something in my chest. The colors shift, purple bleeding into deeper violet, and I realize with a start that they're responding to my mood.
To my contentment.