Luke's hands found my waist from behind. Ben's mouth found the back of my neck. Three sets of hands moved at once and I stopped keeping track of whose were whose, because it stopped mattering, because they all felt like being wanted, and I had been so sure for so long that I was too much to be wanted like this.
"We've got you," Cole said against my skin.
Luke drew me back against his chest, his forearms bracketing me, and I felt his mouth at the curve of my ear. "You're going to let us take care of you."
It wasn't a question, but I answered him anyway.
"Yes," I said. "Please."
Cole laid me back against the pillows. He looked down at me as his large hand pressed against my stomach, and for one breath he was tender, and then his gaze dragged down my body and the tenderness evaporated completely.
"We're going to fuck you," he said. "Each of us. And then all three of us at once." He hooked his fingers into my pajama bottoms. "We've all been waiting long enough."
He dragged them down my legs and tossed them and stood there looking at me laid out on the bed, and his jaw set, and my thighs pressed together on instinct.
"Don't," he said, and pushed them back open with one hand.
His mouth went straight to my breast and I grabbed his buzzed head and held on while he sucked hard enough to make me gasp. His hand slid down my stomach and between my thighs and he groaned against my skin when he felt how wet I was.
"Christ, Callie," he said. "You're soaked."
"I'm aware. It's been a whole situation."
He pushed two fingers into me without preamble and curled them and whatever else I was going to say left the building. I arched off the bed and dug my nails into his shoulder.
"Cole. God. Please."
"Please what." He worked his fingers deep into me and watched my face while he did it.
"Your mouth. Put your mouth on me."
He didn't need to be told twice.
He settled between my thighs and licked into me, long deep strokes that made my toes curl and my hips buck against his face. He pinned me down with one forearm across my hips and kept going and I grabbed the sheets and made sounds I was going to be thinking about later, embarrassing desperate sounds, and he answered every single one of them by doing it harder.
"That's it," Ben said from somewhere to my left. "Let us hear you moan."
I turned my head. Ben was standing beside the bed, his hand wrapped around his cock, stroking himself slowly while he watched Cole take me apart with his mouth. His dark eyes were fixed on my face and his jaw was tight and he looked like a man barely holding himself together.
Luke sat on the other side of the bed working his hand over himself in long slow strokes with his bottom lip caught between his teeth, and his eyes kept jumping between my face and where Cole's mouth was working like he couldn't decide which view was going to kill him first
Watching them watch me pushed me straight over the edge. I came on Cole's mouth with my back arched off the bed and his name torn out of my throat, and he didn't stop, he worked me through every second of it until I was pulling his hair and twitching and begging him to fuck me.
He kissed his way up my body and bit my throat and settled his cock between my thighs and I could feel him, hot and thick, and I pushed my hips up.
"You want it?" he said against my mouth.
"Yes. Cole, yes, come on."
He pushed into me in one long stroke and we both went still.
"Fuck." His voice had gone completely. "You feel so goddamn good."
He pulled his cock back and drove in again and I cried out and he did it again, harder, and found a rhythm that was deep and punishing and exactly what I needed, his big hands gripping my hips, the headboard knocking the wall, the sounds of it filling the room. He fucked me like a man finally allowed to, and I took every bit of it and pushed back for more.
"Look at her take him," Ben said, his voice rough and tight. "Jesus."
Luke made a low sound. I turned my head and he was stroking himself faster now, his eyes locked on where Cole and I were joined, and he looked up and caught my gaze and said, "You feel good, don't you. I can see it all over your face."