"He calls it reclamation." I pressed my face against his chest, letting my tears soak into his shirt. "He said I'm still his. That I'll always be his. That no matter how far I run, he'll find me and bring me back to the Institute." My voice cracked on the next words. "I can't go back, Nathan. I can't. I'd rather die than go back to what he made me."
"You're not going back." His arms wrapped around me, tight and protective. "I won't let him near you."
"But how can you stop him? He's been hiding for months. The police can't find him. Your contacts can't find him. He's always one step ahead." I pulled back to look at him, letting my eyes go wide and frightened. "What ifthe only way to be safe—what if the only way to be truly free—"
"Tell me." His voice was steady, but I could feel his heart pounding beneath my palm. "Whatever you're thinking, just tell me."
"What if he has to be gone?" The words came out in a rush, as if I was afraid to say them. "Not arrested. Not institutionalized. Gone. The way the traffickers we hunt are gone. What if that's the only way we can ever really be safe?"
The silence that followed was absolute. I watched Nathan's face, cataloguing every micro-expression the way they had taught me—the tightening around his eyes, the slight clench of his jaw, the almost imperceptible swallow that meant he was making a decision.
"You're talking about killing him," he said.
"I'm talking about surviving." I gripped his shirt, my knuckles white. "I can't live like this anymore, Nathan. Always looking over my shoulder. Always waiting for him to appear. Every time the phone rings, every time someone knocks on the door, I think it's him coming to take me back." The tears were flowing freely now—real tears, because the fear I was describing was real, even if the trigger was fabricated. "I just want to be safe. I just want us to have a life together."
"We will." His hand covered mine, warm and steady. "I promise you, we will."
"How?"
He was quiet for a moment, his eyes searching my face. I held his gaze without flinching, letting him see the desperation I'd so carefully constructed. Letting him believe I was still his broken doll, clinging to him for protection.
"I'll handle it," he said finally. "I'll find him. And when I do—" His voice hardened. "He won't threaten you again."
"You mean—"
"I mean I'll do whatever it takes to keep you safe." He pressed a kiss to my forehead, his lips lingering. "You're everything to me, Bunny. Everything. I'm not going to let anyone take you away."
I collapsed against him, letting my body go limp with what he'd interpret as relief. "Thank you. Thank you. I knew you'd know what to do. I knew you'd protect me."
"Always." He stroked my hair, his voice dropping into that soothing register he used when I was fragile. "I'll always protect you."
I buried my smile against his chest, my fingers still gripping his shirt. The seed had been planted. The trap had been set. Nathan Cross, the puppet master who'd spent years pulling strings, had just agreed to dance to my tune. He thought he was protecting his investment. He thought he was eliminating a rival. He had no idea that he waswalking into a cage of his own making, with bars forged from his own lies and a lock only I could open.
The irony was exquisite. The revenge would be even better.
Later, after he'd held me until my "tears" subsided, after he'd made me tea with honey and wrapped me in a blanket we'd bought together, Nathan sat me down at the kitchen table and laid out his plan.
"I've been tracking Gabriel for months," he said, his voice low and serious. "I have contacts who've been monitoring his communications, tracing his movements. He's been hiding in the ruins of an old church outside the city—the one his family used to own, back before the Institute fell."
I let my eyes go wide. "You know where he is?"
"I've known for a while. I just didn't want to act until I was sure we could get him without collateral damage." He paused, his jaw tightening. "But after what he said to you today... I think it's time to move."
"What are you going to do?"
"I'm going to meet him. Alone. Tell him I'm willing to negotiate—that I'll give him whatever he wants in exchange for leaving you alone." Nathan's eyes were cold. "And when he shows up, I'm going to end this. Permanently."
"Nathan—" I reached for his hand, letting my fingers tremble. "What if something goes wrong? What if he hurts you?"
"He won't." He squeezed my hand, his confidence absolute. "I've been preparing for this confrontation for a long time. He won't see it coming."
Neither would Nathan. He had no idea that I'd been feeding Gabriel intelligence about his movements for weeks. No idea that the "contacts" tracking Gabriel's communications were reporting disinformation I'd planted. No idea that the church he was planning to visit was already wired with cameras and microphones, all feeding back to Gabriel's laptop, all recording evidence of Nathan's crimes.
"No," I said, my voice small. "He won't see it coming."
Nathan kissed me then—soft and reassuring, the kiss of a man who believed he was in control. I kissed him back with the devotion of a woman who'd just won the game without her opponent ever realizing they were playing.
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